@mytwistedsoul
hihii💗💕I’m sorry D:💜I’m so late D:💙idek what reasun to bring up :')💓that week was all school and I have 3 really big midterm exams this week :'DD🩷I would get reminded of this and just.🤍tell myself to get off cups and focus on the math T^T💜god do I hate math lmao :P💙yu clearly matter a lot more anyway :3💖💓su it’s not an excuse💕I’m sorry🩷
hehe💕about everydays a bad day for me xD💜nu I don’t have anyone to talk to🩷and the little times I’ve opened up I knew I just. couldn’t ever do that to sumone ever again :')💙I’m a lot.🩷thankyu for yur kindness luvly💗but I don’t think these days could ever get better💕issokie.💓
it isssssss :0000💗? I’m the master at random🐛✨🐛🐛🦕🐢💃🏻💃🏻🕺🕺🌈🌈✨🎉💖✨yipppeeee :>>>>🌈💖🎉
yu sound like one of my cups friends :0💜idk how to explain it hehe but it’s not a bad thing💕
…..i-☠️no cos my energy really does repelllll :D☠️- the fact I’d do anything to have sumone just be there for me in the darkest place in my life is just wild-….sorry do I sound mad😭I’m not mad🩷I’m just a teenie bit shocked at how..sum spaces just have at minimum 5+ people and sumtimes just randoms or strangers in every single page and I have. no one. :')💜but it’s not like I’m blaming anyone else but me🩷100% my fault :P💜not sarcastic btw- I feel like I sound like it TvT🩷I would tell yu- you’re always welcome in my forum and it’s completely okie to lurk or even post if you’d like💗but. Idk if you’d want to💕? It’s gotten a bit dark I guess.🩷it’s all just negative and. honestly you can always lurk :P💙I just hope my energy doesn’t negatively affect you..haha :'P🩷
it’s only the truth <3💕💖I appreciate chu <3 but I wouldn’t do that to yu TvT💜yu don’t deserve it T^T🩷
really😭? I’m relieved-TvT💜I asked chatgpt for a list of things that could go wrong with a hug and-😭💙what a purrfectt way to start overthinking :D🩷I’m happy none of those applied to yu hehehe💕💕💗
random but- now that I realize that’s good :D xD/j/j💖I just felt like saying I luv yu <3 and yus I believe in luving sumone yu almost just met :P💜platonically💕I loafff yuuuu🐛🐛🐛💕💕💕🩷we could say it’s just me getting easily attached :P💙or we could say it’s yu being a vvvvvvvv loaf-able hoomanbean :3💖💖💕yu are for sure amazinggg tho <3💕and deserving of su much loaf and kindness too💖💗💕🌈💓🍞✨xD💗
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@mytwistedsoul
double tagging just in case <3 but nu pressure <3
@mytwistedsoul
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@iloveyouxx I'm glad you did double tag me because I never received the notice for this 😕
Aww hey no reason needed. Life happens whether we want it to or not. Sometimes we just don't have the words or the energy to reply. There's never any time line or obligation to reply to me. I have to say that I disagree with who matters more though. You're just as important 💙 you just don't see it But schoolwork is a good reason too even though it sucks to have to do it. And midterms are really important to pass even though they're worse than regular school work 😬 and math omg math was always my nemesis in school. So was biology and about half a dozen others 😅😂
Some people do have a lot of others who reply to them. I try to respect that some people don't want replies on their threads but now that I have your ok to do so I will 😊💙 Thank you! It's ok to feel upset that there's no one there for you. I mean I'm sorry that you are upset of course but it's understandable. (That's sounds so weird 😬) It makes you wonder what's wrong with you 😞
We all have darkness inside us. I think it's good to get it out rather than hold it inside where it can fester and eat away at us. And sometimes having someone we can share that darkness we feel and think can actually make us feel better.
Lol the fact that you asked how a hug could go wrong sounds like something I would do.😅 It's definitely a good way to start overthinking! But I'm definitely ok with virtual hugs - it's the ones in RL that cause me problems
Opening up and being vulnerable can be really REALLY scary. Sometimes people want to know the why's for some of the things we say or feel and we might not have an answer. Or they tell us things that are unhelpful. Like - but you shouldn't feel that way 😕 ok so let me just tell myself that and it'll stop - pfft - no that just makes you feel worse. Nobody needs help with feeling worse that's for sure - we can do that all by ourselves
Aww thank you! Much love to you too! 💙💙😊 I have to admit reading this made me smile! I just wish Cups would have told me about it sooner! 💙
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