I wish I could tell everybody that...

I'm worried I'll never be myself again, that I'll stay like this forever and push everyone away. I'm terrified of people leaving, which makes me feel like I'm not good enough. I don't want my kids to turn it like me and I don't want my husband to deal with this for the rest of our lives, they deserve better.

Only acknowledging I'm schizophrenic when it suits you is stupid

I don't have food allergies , I screwed up my stomach when I tried to kill myself with a certain poison

Back the hell off when I don't want to talk and stop bugging me, if you don't , don't complain when I yell at you for being annoying

...this world makes me sad, terrified and lonely. Constant wars, terrorism, hate, discrimination on so many levels, makes me question what is the purpose of living and humans. Like, why are we alive if we hurt each other so much? What's the point?

That all I want to do is kill myself because I'm convinced this world is so much better off without me. That though I shouldn't feel that way, I do. I feel so alone and I feel like such a burden.

Although I too am breaking that it will get better. Continue to push people find a reason any reason at all

Even though I'm good at listening to other people's problems, I need someone to listen to me and reassure me that I'm not a burden. So many people constantly tell me that I'm a burden, that I've begun to believe it, but no one tells me that they're happy I'm around. Sure I might seem like the positive, upbeat, happy girl who never stops smiling, but inside I'm broken beyond repair and I just want someone to know that. My doctor said he's good at telling when people are lying, but he can't see that I am. No one knows how broken I am, and that just breaks me even more.

I wish i could tell everyone that i'm tired of their attitude, lies and excuses.
Doing something that got them in trouble and asking me to lie for them or lying to me and making excuses over excuses as to why they're perfectly justified to do what they do and why i'm a horrible person if i don't agree to help them get away from a situation they brought upon themselves.
Everyone i know is just trying to save their own skin in difficult situations, not caring about anything or anyone else, even though they want to give the impression they are kind hearted innocent little angels.
They I want to go and say to their faces how hypocritical and fake they really are, but i'm not brave enough to.

You can never forget your pain , but you can embrace it ,, embrace your pain let it flow , cry unitl your satisfied. Never regret embracing those feeling , those feeling are the part of you that needs attention , so give it the attention and continue walking in the right path. Love your self to the extent , if your not satysfied with something ,, LEAVE IT and continue your path.. you , and only you are important , LOVE YOUR SELF AND CHERISH THE ONES WHO LOVES YOU .. <3

She was everything to me and I miss her so much that I don't let myself think about it. I am worried I am suffering from PTSD because of the trauma of losing her. Since she died, I get migraines and I don't sleep. I have a huge fear that something bad is going to happen to her sister or me. I've lost my spark and I'm too scared to do anything anymore.

that not everything is as it seems.