I wish I could tell everybody that...
I miss my kids so much. They're with their emotionally abusive father for Christmas weekend and I doubt I'll even get to talk to them and it's breaking my heart.
@Smartshoes I felt same way last year for my kid. Trust me everything will be okay. Kids are very resilient and strong. Please try to stay busy, drink variety of tea, stay connected to friends or 7 cups listeners. Take care
...That I am gay. That I can be myself. That everyday I have to fight not to try to kill myself again. That everyday is a struggle for me. That I just want to be myself.
@ds3040. Be yourself !! It's ok to be that , I know people will still love you for you !! You are a human just like everybody else. Gay people are awesome to,!!! Keep your head up . keep it up high . you will get thru this
I have severe anxiety. But you'd never know it seeing me on a daily basis, I hold myself together, plaster on a normal face. I say im fine, I suppose I could be, people have worse things in life. Who am I to complain about what I'm going through? Dear people around me, I am in pain.
@Tense24 I'm the same as you. Anxiety pulls you down and down and down and down. And it's hard for people to understand that feeling. But you will find that one person who listens and loves you. I promise <3
This love I got is treasurable.
I've been dealing with PTSD for the last 11 months. That I'm now on antidepressants because of my depression and anxiety. Also that making jokes abour my accident is not funny.
@affectionateWillow9660 hey you are strong
I believe on you just one step at the time!
@affectionateWillow9660
I completely understand what your going through. I have been struggling with PTSD for maybe 10 years now (I can't exactly trust my memory anymore) and was in a car accident not too long ago which has added to my struggles. Some people still can't understand the things they say don't actually help but rather makes things worse. I really hope you find or have found a good way to cope, and that the "jokers" realize their not being funny and stop. Please trust me when I say that things do get better :)
I'm sorry.
That I truly have no interest in living anymore...told my kids...they just basically laughed. Hate Christmas...tired of bring invincible.
I'm sad. I wish I had a best friend.
I wished I could do something about being in love with an underage girl.
I am a 26 year old man and she is 12. Nothing between us has happened at all and I don't have any sexual thoughts about her at all. In fact, the thought of sex with her disgusts me quite a bit. However, every time I see her, and talk to her, and spend time with her, ever, I cannot help but feel drawned to her. She is innocent and goofy in a way that no girl of any age is. Most people are so busy being or trying to be an adult and she does the complete opposite. Just like myself, she seems to have realized the beauty of enjoying being innocent and having fun at it, which I love. I want to hug her for an entire night without defiling her body, rather I want to treat her right for as it should be. I can't stop thinking of wanting to marry her when she's old enough. It is weird, for she is the niece of my sister's wife (yes, she likes girls), so we merely share a political family connection.
I realize that having these thoughts means something is wrong with me, but I'm not sure how to make it better. She's unique. I've only met a remotely similar person my age and that person lives 3400 miles away.
I'm completely terrified of making any kind of relationship/friendship , and the reason why I act cold towards people who are nice to me is because I purposely sabotage myself so I won't make friends.
