I wish I could tell everybody that...

loyalty is a two-way street. I'll always be extremely loyal to you, but I expect the same in return. I am done being a scapegoat. If you want me in your life, you need to respect my wishes and boundaries instead of constantly crossing them. I'm grown; I may still be the odd one out, but I am finally getting the quality relationships I deserve. I am bo longer miserable, and there are no emotional manipulators left to rain on my parade. I will always be highly sensitive and my feelings are not FAKE or WRONG... I've finally learned to protect myself and whether you like it or not is completely irrelevant to me; I've taken away every possible avenue there is for you guys to gang up on me and suck me back in... Appreciation is more than pretty words.

I wish I could tell everyone how insecure and fearful I am each day.

I love them more often and not be scared to express myself

I want to be happier, have less regret than I do

I just want my family to love me and accept me for who I am, because I'm a good person, my choice of lifestyle doesn't make that untrue.

I am unhappy. And I don't know how to fix that. I feel like I make everyone around me annoyed, and I no longer know how to communicate my emotions and push everyone away so that I don't annoy them.

I wish I could tell everyone that just because I don't cry and get upset doesn't mean I feel okay.

i'm sensitive

I'm scared, and alone... and I feel like everyone around me hates me

It's ok to say I don't know and truly mean it. It's ok. People shouldn't judge you because you forgot or you didn't look it up or you just didn't have the same opportunities in education. When you say I don't know it's an opportunity to help yourself by saying I'll research about it and get the answers I need without others interference.