I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everybody how horrible I feel. All the anxiety, depression, stress, sickness, hatred for myself, desire to die.. I want them to know my pain so that they can help me through it. I keep everything inside and it feels like I'm deteriorating because of these held feelings. I just want to be acknowledged! I want people to know how horrible I feel- not for sympathy- I want people to be empathetic and to help me! Or at least let me vent. But no. I'm stuck with these feelings in my brain slowly eating away at me.

I love Tripp

I wish that I could tell everybody that I am trying my best and it hurts when you compare me to other people.

This is not a secret about me. It's just something I haven't told any of my friends about this to. And it's driving me crazy. There's this guy at my football club. He's very cute.... But When I saw him.. It just 'clicked'... I don't know how to explain that 'click'. This doesn't always happen to me... No matter how good looking or whatever the guy is. But I swear this guy... I can't stop thinking about him. I spoke to him once and after that I never saw him. It's been almost 2 months since I saw him.. And he doesn't come there anymore(the club) I don't know why and it's driving me insane. Aarrrgggg. So frustrating. I only know his name and nothing else... And aarrrgggg. 😣😣😣😣

I spent most of college not studying & seeking out pleasure

I am in pain and that I am sorry for not telling you, and that I don't want to show you my sadness because I am happy around you and that I don't want to upset you. I wish I could tell everybody that I don't want to be here anymore I want to be alone

I want to die

Anyone can help me and everyday I know that for sure . Since my brother died my life is a mess . I can't handle with this anymore ... I even tried to K I I l myself and I was not succeed... I'm not worth ... I'm a failure , my mom and dad can't help me they don't even know anything about me , I cry everyday ... I want to disappear

When I say fight me, I don't mean it as a joke. I seriously want to fight them.

I am strong yet im fragile

it was like there's a moment when i act so confident and cocky but there's also a moment when i act cowardly.

Sometimes i can be really kind but i can also be really mean

then there's a time when im narcissistic then in a flash i feel worthless , i even think to kill myself many times .

It was like i lost my identity as person.

i dont know who am i

who is the real me ?

when people identify themselves as black or white

im neither of them

it feels like i dont have personality

and its frustating