I wish I could tell everybody that...

@mylifeaseva that I feel depressed

I wish I could tell everybody that I cut myself

That a strict rules and routine and chores don't work for me it makes me too anxiety but freedom, being alone, activities and rewards.

I fail sometimes too.

I feel so hurt right now and I am finding it hard to get on with my day

I'm not sure I want to go to med school because I want to go or because everyone has encouraged me to go and I can't let them down.

That although I'm in my mid 40s, it still bothers me that I was bullied and abused by classmates in grammar & high school.

I am not useless not bad i can do my work i am strong i will not end myself. But now i think i was wrong i am useless bad and not worth any thimg

I am human being and I can do what I want...not what YOU think is best for me family!!

That I really like a lot of them and can relate to them, but they all think I am really shy and quiet