I wish I could tell everybody that...

that i dont like where my life is going right now, and im trying my best to start over again, doing something i really like

@mylifeaseva

They are beautiful and their lives matter and they should never think less of themselves

I hate that I have a have a happy life,rich,hot.spoiled yet not happy

I know that you think I am strong, but feel weak

You think I am capable of anything , but I feel incompetent

You think I am smart, but I feel stupid

I feel invisible

I feel worthless

And no one would guess that I feel like the world would be a better place without me.

it's hard to put into words how anxiety feels, how crippling it is and how much it disrupts my life. I think I've always hidden it very well and gotten better at managing situations with age. I just wish I could say to everyone I'm strong enough and can handle it instead of feeling terrified.

I don't like myself because my chronic pain and mental health make me feel worthless. No one knows what I struggle with, yet everyone judges instead of trying to understand me. Sometimes I wish my issues were obvious so I wouldn't have to go through the shame, guilt, hopelessness... that I feel when others make negative assumptions. I wonder why am I wasting space at times.

Can I just wear a sign that says:

severe anxiety disorders, depression, ptsd, OCD, ADHD, chronic pain in shoulders and neck (NO i don't use any painkillers besides Advil, and YES I ALWAYS feel pain.. I know it sucks thanks), mental and physical abuse from mainly men (i didn't know that I had been molested when I was three until I looked at an open obit page and had my worst panic attack when i saw a face I didn't recognize then i started understanding myself better), Endometriosis with pain that causes a surgery per year or so (too much involved to get rid of it unless I have kids and that would just be selfish) Can't work full time because of the pain I'm in so I have to rely on others. Grew up with dad always sick from cancer (4 times before it killed him).

ok i don't want a sign, but I wish that upon meeting people and establishing relationships that I didt have to one day tell my secrets. I WANT ACCEPTANCE!

I seem tough from the outside but it doesn't mean everyone shouldn't consider my emotions at all!

that i'm rude to push them out, that i want to let you but i just can't. I fear being hurt again.

That I feel like I'm falling apart . That I'm not sure I can handle this anymore and I need help

I wish I could tell everybody my goodbyes because I do not know how long I will last.