I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish i can tell everyone ttat i am not happy and i am not okay. i wish i can tell them..ow i really feel. i wosh i can tell them that i dont want to be in thia world anymore. i wish i can tell everyone im happier when im sleeping and then i wake up and it is a nightmare.

Do stupid things 'cause they'll make you laugh later when you need to.

...I am depressed and I need help.

I wish I could tell everybody that I don't know if I am fine or not.

right now, with people that I discuss about mental illness, I pretend that I am totally convinced that I am sick, and to people I discuss about being a healthy but imaginative person, I pretend to be convinced that it is all in my mind. but really I just don't know. I can't even trust my doctor because I feel she is just playing along with my self deception.

I wish I could tell everybody that I have anxiety,stress and depression and that they won't judge me for it.

I'm not as happy as I look, but I don't want them to know that because everyone has their own problems and I'm just one of many. I don't want them to worry.

I am struggling to be the best version of myself and I seek someone to notice it.

I wish i could tell everybody that i have lots of anxieties, depressions and panick attacks

That I'm dying inside..

I wish i could everybody what do i feel. Instead please do read and support my blog. Bigsmilesandstupidlies.wordpress.com. thank you