I wish I could tell everybody that...

Not going to change... ;)

I hate everything about who i am.

I'm bisexual. But I haven't yet told my parents, and it's driving me insane. I can't be alone anymore without thinking about it. It's taking over my life and making it hard for me to be there for friends who are going though worse things. They have helped me so much and I just want to help them, but first I have to tell my parents this and then maybe I'll be able to be there for them...

I still hope he'll come back

My mind is a dark place... and for them to take me seriously and for someone to actually care enough to get me a therapist..

I have no idea what the f I'm doing with my life. Time does not exist. Excessive academic papers and readings worsens my anxiety and depression kicks me in the face during deadlines. I have no more motivation for life. The void has swallowed me mentally and emotionally. I just want to graduate...

Some days I'm going to have to be stuck in bed. Some days I need to chill and not do anything to recharge on my own. This battle is hard and yes and most of the days, I'm positive and I push to be happy but let me breath and stand up again.... Bit by bit.

I wish I could tell everyone I made a mistake. I'm sorry for having them scared and don't want it to happen again.

...I don't think I'm smart enough, or pretty enough, or good enough, or ​anything enough.

That I am sometimes not proud of my life....@mylifeaseva