A place for passionateThinker3248 and @sympatheticWalker9328 to talk and support each other
A place for @passionateThinker3248 and @sympatheticWalker9328 to talk and support each other
I'm here @sympatheticWalker9328. It should be easier to track our conversations now. Sorry I used your username instead of your real name it just notifies you if I use your user name
No it's fine David.
I'm still writing the story it is quite long. How are you today?
I will happily wait. I'm great. How about you ?
Doing well, been writing the story. It was a long time ago and the writer I'm talking about wasn't recognized for her writing yet. She has stuff published now but if I'm honest the story may sound cheesy so prepare for it, because I truly loved her
Oh i see. Let me hear it then I will decide if it's cheesy or not.
I wonder if I could send the story in parts, let me see what I have so far
This is part one
So this was back in 2016 I was about 24 years old doing my studies at my local college. I was taking a political science class because it was required. I was a different person back then, very different yet the same at heart. I was very confident back then I truly believed in myself and honestly had lots of friends. I was charismatic and was always kind. My confidence also kinda spread to those around me. Just hangout with me and you would be more confident in yourself, it's because I believe a truly confident person is confident in others because a confident person knows what it means to be confident in oneself. She was taking the same class as me and honestly she noticed me first. Apparently I caught her attention the first day and we never met. Well between classes I went to sit at a nearby bench and just hangout until my next class. As I'm sitting there I see her, she's approaching me. She smiles at me and waves. Then she took a seat next to me and we were facing each other. We begin to talk for a little and as we are talking I feel this connection to her. She feels the same connection, it's like we knew each other for our whole lives. Like if we met before and our connection is hard to explain, but we could feel the others emotions when we weren't around, feel the presence of the other when we were nearby. We could communicate without words and read each other's eyes. She was a writer and I was a deep thinker. It was a beneficial relationship because as I expanded and expressed my thoughts, they would inspire her to write poetry. She then would share her poems with me further expanding my thoughts and creating new ones. She would also write poems for me and I started to do the same for her. To be continued
Wow that's such a wonderful story. I cannot wait to hear more .
It's a long story but of a time in my life that was very meaningful and life changing to me. How are you? I hope your day was well
You should definitely cherish that time. I'm good , thank you. How are you?
I'm doing good a little sleepy, it's late here. I'm glad you are doing well
Goodnight then. Take rest
Rest taken, I guess goodnight and goodmorning. I remember you said you want to be a doctor. Do you want to be a doctor in India or another country?
In india
Makes sense, it's your home. I want to leave my home honestly it's too complicated here. I want to live a simple life
It's complicated here as well. Ive just decided to ignore it because world is complicated everywhere. So to each their own .
Very true, life is complicated everywhere
I'm curious about your country. I don't know very much about it honestly
Maybe one day u may visit it and experience it urself .
That would be cool and maybe I can befriend a tiger while I'm there, I'm serious about wanting to befriend a tiger. Is there any place you really want to visit outside your country?
Please stay alive while befriending a tiger David😂. By the way I want to visit Japan and Greece.
I'll try my best, to befriend a tiger and leopard as safely as possibly it can be to befriend a tiger or leopard. Greece is pretty I have never been but I would love to see it too and i like the mythology. Japan would also be cool I love reading about the urban legends and myths in japan. I would love see Iceland too
How's everything going David , i was away for a while. I hope you are happy and healthy.
That's okay, I hope you are happy and healthy too. Honestly still up and down processing things as they come with my friendship ending
Also how are you Kanishka?
And I'm great, how are you David?
Yeah it is very difficult. There is so much of you involved in this friendship. You should definitely feel your feelings while bidding goodbye to your friend. It's hard but you will do it. I believe you. Lots of love to you.
That's good I'm glad you are doing well. I'm processing things as they come taking it one day at a time. One day I'll be past it and better. How's the weekend? Doing anything fun? Any upcoming holidays to celebrate? Also if this isn't too much to ask but what's your birthday? Mines is April 5th
It's going great. I'm in another state with my family for some religious rituals that we do this time of the year. So yeah I'm busy in that and enjoying my stay here. Mine is 3 September. By the way how's ur weekend going, what are you up to?
That's exciting and sounds like you really are having a good time. That makes me happy to hear, you deserve it. Also your birthday is coming up how exciting and I'm excited to be able to wish you a happy birthday.
My weekend is alright, nothing big right now for a bit. It's more of a relaxing calm weekend
Thank you David,you are so nice and kind. Your weekend also seems like a dream because at times we all need a relaxing calm weekend. I'm hoping you enjoyed urs. 😊😊
Thanks it's definitely exciting and going better now. Got some rain which is odd where I live in California especially during the summer. This year was an odd year for California we got lots of rain. Also I love the rain
Well then, good for you David enjoy !!!
I did enjoy it we even had a little thunder. I hope your trip was fun and you enjoyed yourself. I know this is random, but do you like drinking coffee? If so iced or hot?
That's nice. I enjoyed my trip David thanks for asking. I don't drink coffee but that doesn't mean I don't like it. When i do drink it, I like it iced .
Iced coffee in the summer definitely, but for me traditional hot coffee. So how have you been? Things still going well Kanishka?
Yeah so far so good. How about you David?
Same things have been going better. I have been writing more again and trying to figure out how to write more of the story I was telling you about. Do you have a favorite season? Mines is winter
That's great David, I'm waiting to hear your story. My favourite season is winter too.
Are you excited for your birthday?
Not really.
Why not, it's a special day all about you and not just for you. It's a special day to all those who appreciate you in there lives. I'm looking forward to telling you happy birthday and am glad to have met you
Oh that's so sweet David. Thank you for your kindness and compassion. I usually end up crying on my birthdays except for last year. That's why I just don't expect anything or get excited, so I don't end up hurting my feelings on the way. But I will definitely take into account what you said . Thank you 😊❤️
Of course, I want you to be happy and if I can help I will certainly try to brighten your day. Just like hugging a tiger will brighten my day. I can't wait to tell you happy birthday, on my birthday send me a tiger in the mail, just kidding don't do that it wouldn't be safe. Remember you deserve good things and deserve to be happy
Hahaha you and your tigers😂😆. I'm so glad and grateful for you . The fact that you want to make me happy on my birthday itself is so special to me. Thank you for your heart. You too deserve good things and deserve to be happy David. One day I will make sure I do something about your tiger as well😆😆
Thanks and I am grateful for you too. I can't wait to open my front door to see a tiger waiting for me with a bow on its head. If I could I would sing the happy birthday song, but I don't sing so great. So not singing will probably be the better gift
Can't wait for that day when we meet David 🥺🥺. I would love to hear you singing regardless. Let me be the judge of it whether it's good or not.
That would be an amazing day and one that can happen someday. Then I'll sing happy birthday in person and tons of other songs I can't resist singing. Then hug the first tiger I see and try to take it home as a housecat
David 😂😂😂😂😂
I can't help myself. Tigers are just big cats, and I love cats. How has your weekend been going Kanishka?
Yeah scientifically they are from the same family. My weekend is going chill , comfy at home . What about you?
That is very true and all animals love me. So it's safe to assume that I'm crazy, and I can befriend a tiger. A nice relaxing weekend that's definitely good. My weekend has also been a chill one, just writing and stuff with my non tiger cats, who I love very much.
Good for you . Whats the name of your non tiger cats David 😂?
Bubbles(a sweet and sour kitten), Bonkers (the one who loves me the most), Constantine (who I call Fred), Little Demon (Sweetest of my cats and not evil at all), Newman (My big boy), and Skeeter(My old man). I have 6 cats total
Such cute names 🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️.
Yeah and they make great heaters in the winter because they crowd my bed. I love my cat heaters, I actually have always had lots of pets. I used to have a bird who only liked me, and attacked everyone else. I've had all types of pets
Do you have a dream pet like I do?
I want to pet a dog . But i live with my parents, they don't allow it. Not because they don't like dogs . But because we had a dog named Marshall once. He died out of some disease I cannot remember what it was , I was really little at the time. My family was really close to him . Everyone in our colony used to call my grandmother Marshall's mummy. So you can imagine the relationship my family had with him . My family mourned and cried for months remembering him .My father was the most affected after his death. Since then , they have not allowed any pets .
That sounds like a dream life to me David. Having so many babies around you.
They are very sweet and loving animals. I am grateful for them and they are grateful for me too. They really look to me to protect and take care of them, and I think Bubbles thinks I'm his mom, I never broke the news to him that I'm not a cat. It'll break his heart or he won't care because he's a cat and has better things to do
That's very understandable pets are part of the family and loved just as much as anyone else in the family
You are so nice David. I can see why they enjoy your company. I think Bubbles is so cool . I love that for you . I would love to be a dog mom one day too. You are giving me major goals .
It's almost your birthday, I can't wait and I'm going to try and be the first one to wish you a happy birthday kanishka. It'll be an awesome day and an awesome surprise. like a tiger bursting out of my birthday cake to give me a hug or have lunch, whatever happens first lol. I'm excited to wish you happy birthday Kanishka, I'll be dancing by myself as I celebrate
Happy birthday Kanishna🎂🎂🎂, I hope you have an amazing day celebrating and eating your favorite foods and drinking your favorite drinks. Its your birthday🥳🥳🥳 time to party
Thank you so much David. You are the best person ever. Im forever grateful for you. You made me smile so big❤️❤️.
I'm grateful for you too, I hope the day was awesome. I've eagerly been waiting to tell you happy birthday🎂
Yeah it's going good so far.
That's good to know, if I was there you would have a birthday tiger and I would be singing horribly all day. I'm glad it's going well
David i would love to hear you sing and have a birthday tiger as a guest. Like I said before, let me the judge of your singing whether it's good or not.
Of course, and I'll still sing my heart out. I want a birthday tiger too
Maybe one day we will celebrate together and you will get your tiger too😁
That would be an amazing day, it can definitely happen. How are you doing?
I'm doing great. How are you David?
I am doing well too, did you have fun on your birthday?
Yeah i had fun . It was nice.
Sorry I got really busy, how are you? I hope the week has been going well
Oh it's fine David. I got busy too. I can understand. My week has been going okay and I also hope your week has been going well.
My week has been going well, something exciting may be going on in my life, and it's almost holiday season here. My favorite time of the year
Yay, I'm happy for you David. Enjoy!!
I am, I hope things are going well for you. How have things been going for you?
A bit rollercoaster, but it's fine . How's life treating you David?
It's going fine, I honestly have been in the same spot. If I am honest I think I'm getting feelings for someone, I have been talking to in another country.
Oh really. That's great. I'm happy for you. I hope and pray everything turns out good for you .
Thanks and I hope everything is always good for you too
Hey Kanishka, how's it been going for you? Any luck catching a tiger lol?
It's going a bit rollercoaster, but im fine. And I've been trying but I guess I'm not good with catching tigers so. You might have to help me in that.
Things will get better, and I'm here if you need to talk. I'm an expert on catching tigers lol. I forget what it is called but the most efficient hunter out of all cats big and small, is really tiny
Hahaha. Thanks for ur support.
Of course, I'm always here with my army of cats when you need me. I want you to be happy and if I can I will try and brighten your day
You did brighten my day David. I'm so grateful for you. Thank you David.
You're are most welcome, I'm glad I was able to help. I don't want you to be sad and stuff. I am also grateful for you too, you brighten my day as well
🥺🥺🥺🥺
You are appreciated and am glad to have met you
Thank you so much David. I'm glad to have met you too.
You're welcome. Any upcoming holidays you looking forward to?
No, not really. What about you?
Just christmas. I wonder if bubbles will make wrapping presents hard this year lol, it'll be his first Christmas
Aww. That's so cute . I'm sure he will make it hard for you but also have a lot of fun doing that 😂.
He makes it hard to do anything lol, trying to sweep or dust my broom is getting attacked or my duster is lol. It is fun he's like a sour patch kid but a kitten
Hahaha but I think he is worth it. Would love to meet him some day.
He is worth it all, I love it honestly. You never know it can happen and you see him someday
I hope you have been doing well, I got sick again and have been sick for awhile. I hope your mom and brother are doing well too
I also got really busy and got logged out of my account. I hope you are doing well now David .
I'm doing well, it's been busy here. I've been taking care of my grandma she had a procedure done lately. How have you been?
That's good to hear. I hope your grandma recovers well . I've been a Lil low lately but it is getting better .
My grandma has been recovering well. I'm sorry that it's been a rough time for you. Things will get better I promise and I'm here if you need me. Also I'm sorry for the late response, still taking care of my grandmother right now
Thank you for your support. And it's fine , I don't mind ur late responses. I know you are busy . I love that you are taking care of your grandmother. She's got a really nice grandson . I'm really proud of what you do for your loved ones David. You are a really good person.
Your kindness is always appreciated and you are a wonderful person. There needs to be more people like you. I hope things have been going well. I've been tired, I'm redoing the floors in my house and it's a lot of work, but I got it so far
Thank you so much David. I hope you get ur floor done soon and don't forget to take breaks in between, we all need it.
I did get my floor finished, I'm sorry I have been quiet I have been sad lately
Oh why so ? Would you like to share ?
Sorry I was busy and honestly have been crying off an on lately. Well me and her broke up, and it happened so suddenly
Oh that's really disheartening to hear. Cry as much as you want, this way you are not piling up on ur emotions. I know its so hard and so sad. Everything you are feeling is completely normal and you will feel better. Its important to let this out for you to heal. I wish I could've been there to maybe bring some of your comfort food to make you feel better. But I'm here if u need a friend to talk to. Much love to you.
I appreciate it and it is really hard. The way things ended, I felt discarded and it made me feel worthless honestly. I'm just really sad. I really appreciate your support
I see. We cannot control other's action and honestly it's completely normal what you are feeling right now . If someone breakup with us , we tend to feel these feelings. But that doesn't mean that they are real. So always remember that you matter and you offer so much to this world just by being in it. So you definitely are not worthless. You are such a good and special person.. you must be feeling sad now but you will get through this.
Thank you for your kind words, they mean a lot to me and you are special too. You're truly appreciated, I will get through this eventually
Yes , you will get through this
How have you been?
Not that great but I'm working to get out of that phase.
You definitely got this and things will get better for you. I'm here if you need me🫂
Thank you David 🤗
I hope you have been doing well, I am still healing. Honestly hurting a little because she moved on so fast and now is dating someone else, makes me feel discarded honestly
Oh I see. Healing is not linear and whatever u r feeling is completely normal. I know it hurts alot that she moved on so quick . But other people actions are their own, they tell about them and not you ,so need to feel discarded David . It's alright. I know at the moment, you must be feeling so horrible but it's gonna be alright. Just know your self worth . Don't bash urself for other people's actions. Much love💕
Happy new year David . Wish you lots of love and happiness. Better things ahead.
Happy New Year to you too Kanishka, I wish the same for you and you find one reason to smile everyday
Thats so sweet. Thank you!
Of course, I want you to have a wonderful life. You deserve happiness everyday
Thank you. I needed this.🥺🥺🤗🤗
I hope things have been going well for you. I am actually heartbroken again, but this time it was from a friend. I don't know why people always get close to me and make me feel special, then they throw me away. It hurts everytime, but I want to have faith in the good of people.
Sorry I lost my account David so couldn't reach out. It's disheartening to hear that u got heartbroken again. I know it's so hard to understand people these days. You must be feeling so frustrated,sad and all the feelings. It's normal. Like who wouldn't feel bad after all these things happen to them. You are really strong David for going through so much with such grace. I'm proud of you. You got this. You will get through this again . This too shall pass. Sending lots of love and courage your way. Don't forget to take care of yourself in all these chaos, because it's the most important thing. Take care😊😊
I hope things have been going well for you, and I truly appreciate you and your kind words. I'm proud of you too. It's March and it's birthday season for me lol. Literally have like 10 birthday throughout the month to celebrate, And April is just as busy. The only difference is April has my birthday too. I hope life is always kind 🤍
Im glad u have something to look forward to. Have fun. Can't wait to wish u on ur birthday, though I can be late or early to wish you because of our different time shifts. Me on the other side, im having bit of a downtime. Feeling frustrated, angry,sad, alone at the same time. Broke up with my boyfriend and its been hard since he was the only person I used to talk to daily and I do miss him. Lost a friend and a lover. But I wish him the best. Also I've have an exam coming, I'm preparing for a medical entrance exam. And I'm not being as productive as I would like to be. Feeling distracted and all sorts of things. Feeling angry and disappointed with own self at time. But trying my best. It's been rough. So couldn't catch up. Can't wait for this storm to pass. Enough of me ranting. I wish u have all the fun and by the way I miss all the gossips about ur cats. sending lots of love.
It's okay to feel as you do, your feelings are valid. It's not easy, to get over a breakup. You need to let yourself heal and feel your feelings so you don't bottle them up. Today may not be the day, but it doesn't mean tomorrow can't be the day everything changes for the better. The fact you are trying, means you are doing a good job. Moving forward in life isn't a consistent pace or a straight line, it slows downs, speeds up, goes back, and pushes forward. You should be proud of your effort and I promise the pain you feel won't be forever, better things are on the horizon for you 🫂