What is relapse and what is recovery?
redLunch4107
August 6th, 2018
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I first noticed I had an eating disorder when I started purging food, because thats obviously something that most people dont do. Im betting I had problems before that though, otherwise I wouldnt have felt the need to start purging. Now, I try not to purge as much, but I restrict a lot more. I have a hard time differentiating between what counts as overeating and whats just... eating. Does anybody have any tips as to what counts as a success? I consider it a success if I havent purged obviously, but I dont even know if a day where I dont feel obscenely guilty about food is a success or if it means I just starved myself enough. Maybe this doesnt make any sense but I dont really know whats logic and whats the ED speaking anymore...