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Trauma Support / by Npepsicola
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 October 20th, 2018
...See more I used to have a diary here. I ended up deleting it. Things never really feel safe. But i feel like i need some place to put my thoughts. With everything going around here, its feeling less safe to put them out there. I dont know if i neccessarily will share my story, but maybe its a place to help sort out all the chaos in my brain. I also tho encourage anyone else who may or may not be reading to share their own thoughts or opinions or struggles. Ive felt lonely lately, maybe this will help. Or maybe im just grasping at straws at this point. But here I am. Just a person made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions. Trying to survive as best i can. Trying to keep fighting against insurmountable odds. But trying none the less.
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Eating Disorder Support / by Npepsicola
Last post
 August 16th, 2018
...See more Im not sure why I am doing this to myself. Im going on a week of restricting my eating to a couple hundred calories a day. I cant get the voice in my head to stop. The pain is so bad, my brain and body just want it to stop. Ive had days here and there where ive restricted but not like this. Idk why this is happening.
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