What has loneliness made to you
We all know that loneliness has made things really bad and life much more difficult for all of us. I want to know what has it done to you.
think that nobody needs me
It has made me not being able to function due to the following depression. No amount of therapy or medications has helped. I can't work, i can't study and i can't support myself. I can't get anywhere in life.
@ThomasHs
You got here. That's somewhere.
Lonliness has made my depression worse and probably social skills a little worse too. Not that they were all that good to begin with. I let my anxiety control me and THAT is why I'm lonely. It sucks. I've been dealing with this for years and I want to change and become active in my community, but I get so anxious. Thinking about it, it's dumb, I know, but I honestly can't help it.
Made me think that Im unlovable, rejected, and that no one can tolerate me enough to be my friend anyways so why even try. That they will all abandon me so I should spare myself the pain and stay away. That no matter what I say they will miss understand me and I wont get to be myself.
@Bananapowerxxx
Same here.
But I think its bcz I got the wrong ppl for friends.. But now I'm just too scared to talk to rl ppl and make new friends..
@RainyCat I hope thats the case, and that one day Ill be friends with the right people, but I have troubles believing in that
I'm lonely cuz I think my parents does nothing but hate me only bad things they comment instead of the good things I did.. I feel I rather hurt myself for being incompetent.. I punch myself..or slap myself..
Am I that worthless... ? I want to run away but where should I go... I'm a 23 who was held by too long and not allowed to learn to fly... I'm scared of living... Am I bad...
@PixelStar
it made me believe that i deserve to be left out..
It made me think that when I will grow up I will sell myself to someone who will make a good use of me.. So that I won't be alone and feel lonely.
In some ways, it has made me self-reliant. Because I don't have anyone to lean on, I try to depend on myself. I'm also pretty observant and a good listener. Still, the negatives of loneliness definitely outweigh the benefits for me. I don't have any friends. I find it hard to open up to people. I don't know how to keep relationships going so I lose people just as quickly as I find them. I feel like I don't have any support. I would give anything just to have one person to connect with. But there's a wall between me and everyone else.
It has led me to believe I'm not deserving of support and that my existence means almost nothing.
@autumnrain22 I can really relate to this. It's exactly how I feel. I've struggled with this for years.
@gene2017 I'm sorry you feel like this, too. 
It makes me think I'm born to just Die. :) In a world where I'm not allowed to feel or think or even subject to what I believe in. That I am worth nothing. Cuz good people will only be treated like trash till the end. That to be an asshole and make people feel bad is the only way. Since I'm not able to be mean and do that. I've been thrown away. So thinking I'm dirt. Loneliness made me think I should clean up the mess that's Me. That No one wants a filthy truth~. They want a beautiful lie. It made me hate and not trust anyone.
