What does depression feel like to you?

It's a lot like looking at my mirror and facing me ...Facing my gry hair that I try to hide under the paint...Facing my tears that I hate to shade in front of anyone, Facing the darkness around my eyes that is a shadow of the darkness inside me...And imbracing all that

@Soarfree It feels like there is this weight I've been carrying throughout my life. At first the weight was light, I barely even noticed it was there. But then it grew. Whenever I would think about how heavy the weight is it would grow. And I feel awful because I know that other people have weights heavier than mine. I feel weak. So I hide my weight, I pretend its not there and hope no one else notices the weight. I've thought about getting rid of my weight but then it would go to someone else, and I couldnt do that. So the weight keeps on growing. I try to distract myself from the weight, and sometimes it works. But its always there. It wants to be heard and it keeps on reminding me of its presence. Even when I am having a good time and successfuly distracting myself it comes out of the blue with all its force and crushes me. But I couldn't let anyone know. Because while the weight may lift a bit off of me, it would go onto somebody else. And I dont want to add any weight to anyone.

@Soarfree like there's this weight in my chest that hasn't left ever

@Soarfree Personnaly, it feels like I can't get put of bed no matter how hard I try to; then I feel bad about how I'm letting my probems get to me and that I shouldn't feel bad because my feelings are stupid, silly and childish. It doesn't mean I'm incapable of being happy, it's just that some days I'd wake up and want to cry out of frustration

It feels like I

Reminds me of another joke on cheap tv show: "Sometimes, the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train...!"😂

Like I am in a void and can't get out. And you feel numb and dont know how to feel.

Many of my (so-called) friends will leave me ... I am unlovable, undeserving of it, because anything and everything I try to do, being as kind as I can ... its not enough and probably never will be. 😢

Like I'm trying to crawl out of waist deep mud with anchors attached to me.

I turn to a vampire any time i want to. i become a vampire because of how people treat me, this world is a wicked world and not fair to any body. at the snack of my finger things are made happened. am now a powerful woman and no one step on me without an apology goes free. i turn to human being also at any time i want to. and am one of the most dreaded man in my country. i become a vampire through the help of my friend who introduce me into a vampire kingdom by given me their email. if you want to become a powerful vampire kindly contact the vampire kingdom on their email (Email removed by @River)