I give up!
I have been fighting all my life and I'm **** tired. I work to much for peanuts, I can barley pay my bills and fines alone. My own family and so called " friends" don't care about me. This is the last time I will ever help myself. I'm tired of fighting all alone and my heart is gone by the family and friends who ruined my life. I am seriously giving up on myself. And I don't want to hear any words of encouragement. I won't kill myself, I'm just going to suffer until I die from stress or anything I do to make myself suffer.
Why should I consider helping myself?
I've been through so many traumatic experiences, and been through hell all my life.
Why should I help myself?
(edited by Forum Mentor FluffyUnicorns84 due to triggering content , if you wish to discuss this feel free to message me)