Feeling useless and helpless
I feel like I'm ruining everything. One thing after another just back to back. Big things, little things, even the good things aren't good. I feel absolutely awful and I'm trying so hard, i really am trying my best. I'm trying so hard and nothing is working.
@zimmy
so.. take a step back and have a farther look at things
you might be doing it wrong, you might be doing things you shouldn't bother doing
you might be stressed, when i'm stressed i can't even play well
@AtomLight yeah, you're right. This is helpful, thank you
@zimmy
you're welcome ^^
actually i just finished watching this anime movie, its called the secret world of Arietty, they are small people trying to live in our big world, seem helpless right? by the topic of your thread try to watch it its really awesome movie and gives the one of us a lot of hope and beautiful feeling.
http://kissanime.ru/Anime/The-Secret-World-of-Arrietty/Movie-Part-01?id=33136&s=default
@zimmy I'm sorry you're experiencing that. But sometimes nothing is working because it's not supposed to and there are bigger and better things waiting for you. It's probably not comforting at the moment, but it could be that what's going on right now is really not right for you, so it's not working.
@ReadBooksDrinkTea Yeah. It's just really difficult trying to adult and get all that stuff together with depression and anxiety and all that good stuff. Thank you though, I'm really glad someone replied to this
@zimmy You're not alone! "Adulting" is no fun at all. I hope things change for you soon. :)
@zimmy It sounds like you're really overwhelmed and trying to please a lot of people AND trying to take care of yourself at the same time. Is that right? That is like a perfect recipe for anxiety and I know it can feel like there is no way to get out of it. I feel like I am going through that too.
All I can say is that you are stronger than you think - deal with one fire at a time, and you will start to feel more in control. xo
Don't say this about yourself, you are much better and i believe in you
