One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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scared
Aware
Betrayed
@lazyKatz
Yup, betrayed by people you loved and trusted.
Disapointed deeply leaves us so flustered.
Some people just don't cut the mustard.
Users you us, and I'm so discusted.
Betrayal's poison is the worst.
It leaves us a feeling like we're cursed
Them scumbags think of themselves first.
They use like pros that have rehersed.
@humorousDay8793
Sorry to interrupt, but im am very impressed with how humorousday managed to write out sentences like this.
@lazyKatz
I know it hurts. The feelings suck.
Most importantly I hope you do not have my mentality of holding grudges. - It drags and hurts even more.
Take time to think about it.
@mikenai22
Yes, grudges and hatred are a way the betrayer still is affecting our lives so we must cut all ties physically and emotionally. Hatred is like poison...
@humorousDay8793
yea, it seriously sucks.
too bad i cant seem to let go of. I still have many held on to myself and i am paying the price. While the "other" just enjoy/continue life without needing to pay any of the rent (my pain) in my mind.
@mikenai22
Im in the same boat. I tell myself to forgive and forget but my life and everything i lost is so challenging due to a family member stealing from me. So when my old junk car wont start and the rust get worse day after day, i think of it. When im putting my last $4 in the gas tank, I think of it. My life is so hard and money is so tight that i am constantly reminded of the 750k taken away.
Im broke, no joking, Its so thought provoking
A Paniced frantic manic maniacal mess
Depressed upset no mental health Acess
Broke, broken busted and flat out stressed
Fear changes Challenged totally obsessed
Wonder wander a wickedly hard test
Factual disfunctional finatical cardiac arrest
@humorousDay8793
I feel very sorry for you. It has been tough. No matter what happen, please take care and keep a lookout for youself.
@mikenai22
Thank you very much, im really trying to do right but unfortunately now i find it impossible to trust anybody, so ive isolated myself in full protection mode (i have ver bad pstd, depression, idiation) so im always alone and I really suffer. Ive got many serious health issues and find it difficult to explain myself to my doctor and i resist ever following through with getting a psycologist or any theropy. Its like in order to protect myself, ive put myself in far more danger as my only support is 7cups now. Everything is so hard. My landlord doesnt fix anything and wont replace the washer n drier so i just had to lug 85lbs to the laundrymat, my doctor thinks i dont care about my health because im out of resources to drive to theropy and dont trust the one they have after i saw him one time. Its all such a mess. I focus on 7cups because its saving me. I need to get my will back and work on my physical n mental health but no gas money so i only leave home 3 times a month to food shop, the doctor, and pay rent
Exhusted
Forsaken
Nonexistent
regretful
confused, scared
worthless, hated, isolated, lonely, devastated
@dworth257 you're not any of those things
Optimistic 🙄