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mikenaiwc
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Taking Self-Care Break.

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Journals & Diaries / by mikenaiwc
Last post
 May 18th, 2021
...See more I dont really know where to write, what to write. I used to. Don't feel like i should be writing at my original thread, blog, phone, mind, whatever. But I will still keep a copy in my phone. ------------------- I feel totally trapped. Not wanting to wake up. Everything's so hard. Balancing everything. Nothing makes sense anymore. I know, life is a journey. Everything, Everyday, whatever is a experience. A brand new one it is. But I can't accept it. I can't face it. I am exhausted. Trying to figure out, trying to fix, trying to ask, trying to seek. ------------------ I already lost so many things. I don't really mind losing them. Since I have lost so many. I even lost myself, I never want to exist anymore. But its such a struggle to not want to exist. Because the mind kept playing internal pros and cons warfare game. This is just pure torment. ------------------ I hurt so many people. It is tough to see them in pain. I kept so long within myself not letting go, being afraid of hurting others. But never I knew that actually, how much it meant to others. ------------------- What about myself. Should I really help myself, or should I continue to hurt/damage myself further. It is already in a battered state. Might as well right? I know, never stop trying, but its just difficult. It is already so tiring to keep up. I duno. Honest. I don't. -------------------- Forget it, I'm tired.
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7cups Online Therapy
7 Cups Online Therapy / by mikenaiwc
Last post
 March 15th, 2019
...See more Following up on my original thread query. I am having second thoughts about committing using my account. - any concerns if i create a temp account to try out? (I do not know if it breaches any T&Cs) ---------- I understand that there is a trial of 3 days for 7cups online therapy. But i do not know if it is long enough, and/or if it fits me, and/or if things will even work out first... Having very anxious thoughts especially dealing with money... and unwillinginess to let go. Is there any options for exploring/discussing possibility of "free/subsidised" service.
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Lost
Depression Support / by mikenaiwc
Last post
 January 17th, 2022
...See more [+/-] I think I'm done. [-] Nothing seems to work. [+] I am living someone else's life. [-] Never once mine. [+] Everything is processed by the brain. [-] None by the heart. [+] Even this post. The way I write... somehow must rhyme. [-] Hiaz, Why am I this way. [+] What did I do wrongly in the first place. [-] Oh well, forget about it. Who cares.
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Believing, Trusting too much on the internet, social media, closed ones, professionals, anyone, except self
Eating Disorder Support / by mikenaiwc
Last post
 February 23rd, 2019
...See more I have been thinking... As per title... What do you (anyone) think? internet - dogmas, diets, reports, scientific research, government research, this good that bad social media - self-accounts, self-trained dietitians/nutrionist, recovered souls, instagram, pinterest, youtube, podcasts, 7cups... professionals - psychologists, psychiatrists, dietitians, ED-Trained clinics, counsellors Although I am supposed to self-judge, but I can't. I just wanted to hear comments/opinions.
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Food Coma or Lethargy after meals
Eating Disorder Support / by mikenaiwc
Last post
 February 1st, 2019
...See more As above, been experiencing food coma's after meals and has been impacting my lifestyle/work/motivation to do work or live life... Have tried so many different options, diets, dogma, all the recommendations (i.e. balanced meals) and did not work out... And to recover from it... i have to usually wait for hours and hours... and have to stay in the lethargic mindset... Does anyone experiences this issues...? (I understand forums/online reads does say something similar... but does not usually last for so long)
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