One word to describe how I feel today is....

Suicidal.

thats a word that describes me overall.

Disappointed

flat

Alone

Tired

Isolated

Overwhelmed

Happy and content, Today was my first day of changing myself to become a happier person. Tomorrow Im going out to a park with a long walking path. Some look at that as a normal activity to do. But for me this is not a normal activity. Just like socializing isnt but I have decided to go out to really do something one day a week. Im not going to become this social butterfly but I do hope to become a positive thinker. Im not saying this to put it in some bodys face. Im telling you guys this because I want you to know in order for you to change the negativity and depression inside you, you have to change some things on the outside. I really hope this encourages somebody.Lifes too short to be depressed. If you need to get help then do so. Stop letting people making you feel guilty about your mental health. ( Man or woman )if you need to cry, cry your tears out. If you need professional help, go get it. Learn to accept who you are. I know its a hard path but learn to become comfortable in your shoes because you have to wear them.

stressed

unorganized