One word to describe how I feel today is....

Better

I can t belive i havent thought of finding a place like this sooner. I have been depressed for years and only tonight i thought of looking for something like this. I am feel all the same feelings you guy are writing, but i am happy to know that i can come here and feel all these feelings, and that it is ok. So i am sad, disappointed in myself, angry but also better.

Unnecessary.

There's nothing quite like being in a crowd of people and realising that not a single one of them wants to talk to you.

grateful

Worthless

Empty.....and finished

Tired.

Horrible

Perplexed

I read this question and was hesitant to answer. Im glad I didnt. Now I can easily say Im having a good time celebrating my sisters birthday by having dinner out and a good talk.

I wish you all a great time today and days after.

Ashamed

Will be in my home state this November, won't be able to visit my hometown but it's better that I don't. Don't feel welcome there anymore, especially if my (ex) best friends will be there. Last thing they need is to have to look at my hideous, repulsive mug and be subjected to my presence :(

Have made many mistakes that have hurt many, and have disgraced the group of friends I helped form because of them and am still being punished, shunned to this day as well as treated like a criminal :(

Would be too upsetting for me right now. Wish we could talk, but hard to when I'm treated constantly with contempt :(