One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
How no one cares about me or how I feel. That I've never gotten any emotional support and I'm struggling to believe I can handle the rest of my life without it. That no one has ever tried to make me feel better and that I struggle to believe my feelings are that important.
@BurntSquare ugh I know exactly how you feel
I am sad that every fucking day Im miserable with myself, I hate who I am, like every little thing, my anxiety keeps me away from enjoying time with my friends or having fun, I dont feel good enough for anything. I am sad that I just feel like Im trapped in my own mental cage and I so badly want to get out but I cant. And what makes me even more sad is that nobody understands it, nobody gets it, they think Im just a miserable boring person when in reality Im battling that part of myself but it always wins because I just dont know how to get over it. I am sad because Im just so close to being done with it all.
That I have no idea when or even if my best friend(s) will ever stop shunning/hating me :(
Not given the chance make amends, feel nothing but shame, guilt and remorse everyday for every mistake I have made that has hurt them and everyone else.
Rode 3 rollercoasters the other day that I know they would enjoy, already know we'll never enjoy them together.
and this year is the 20th anniversary of the group of friends the 3 of us were a part of; not being on good terms with them just makes this anniversary miserable :(
I need someone. But no one is here to hold my hand, rub my back, hug me and say," It is ok. You can fight, you are strong enough. I am with you to support you."
@Supportingabhi you are strong, i will support to. hope you feel happy soon
What makes me sad today is that therr is not enough time in a day for me to do everything I need to do today. I am swamped today unfortunately.
My grades and the fear that I'll end up useless like my father because of them.
@ExpressoDepressoBookHorse
sorry to hear that you're feeling like that, but it's not true! grades seem really important and i know there's always a lot of pressure put on students in schools, but life is more than just academics and grades. there are always other options in life that aren't chosen by grades, and not doing well in school doesn't mean that you aren't valued and worthy <3
That I always have to write to people and ask people if they want to do something. Nobody ever writes me or asks me if I want to do something and it makes me feel unwanted, worthless and just a nobody.
I always have to fight a desperate fight to have social contact with people. It just feels like I don't exist in other peoples world.
that i want 2 type 2 him but i don't have no courage,i had the courage 2 have crush on him YET he's NOT the man 4 me PLEASE don't judge me i'm feeling very
i cant convince someone to belive that some people care about him
That I can't really change my home situation without risking homelessness. Also, that I can't get myself to do necessary things I know I need to do. And that depression and anxiety have stolen years of productivity and working towards dreams or even basic well-being away from me.