One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
What makes me sad today is the feeling of someone being forced to stay with međź’”
Wow I can relate. My boyfriend makes me feel like Im forcing him to love me. @soufy
My parents are going to die one day
Loneliness
Today Im feeling sad about my living situation, my job situation,
i feel sad that I have no support from family
I am feeling sad that I have no control over my living space
I feel sad just so sad
@tallHemlock9205 This is exactly how Im feeling but we just have to lay low try not to stress as much & know this time may pass
@Crystal897
thank you I appreciate the encouragement and you are right....it will pass one day. Lets keep pushing through and keep it going
One thing I
No matter how many drinks I have , the pain just gets worse
@DevonChef1987 sorry to hear you are struggling in pain. Alcohol is a depressant understand it will not help it will make it worse.
đź’” Saying prayers and giving thanks for her sacrifices and selfless love and kindness on this 16th anniversary of her loss đź’”
I love you and miss you terribly mother❤️ The terrible pain of the loss that never heals is making it extremely difficult to function normally today.
I still cant find a job. I still live with parents and I fucking hate myself for being such a lazy piece of fucking shit. I should just fucking kill myself if I'm just going to waste time
@JusticeRodriguez It's probably not that you're lazy but rather that you're faced with a lack of opportunity. There are a lot of people out there who would like to make you believe that you can turn a sow's ear into a silk purse but it just can't be done. Regardless of what the news anchors say about the stock market, the fact is that there aren't really a lot of jobs out there that pay enough for anyone to live. That's why so many people who work at hugely sucuessful companies like Wal-Mart are getting government assistance.
As long as you are doing the best you can with what you have, you've done all you can do. It's all anyone can do and it certainly doesn't mean your're not a good person if things aren't working out very well just now.
Today I am feeling sad about my loneliness, my small skinny body, my anxiety standing in the way of my life, and how little support I get.
i feel like i am infringing on my dad's family's christmas eve plans.
They dont even want me there, other than to give them rides for shopping and to get their gifts.
I bought them wonderful gifts - stupidly - bc every year they give me a dollar store thing...once - it was a lol: broken dollar store candle.
my sis told me today that when I come over, i can help her put everyones christmas gufts under the tree for christmas, drive them for last minute shopping, and play pokemon go - great...way to make me feel i am NOT a part of the family ( whichi i already know i am not).
But f i dont go - my dad is hurt/mad...the family is pissed and the spend months and months making my life misreable about it.
i tried to explain to my HALF SISTER THAT I FEEL LIKE I AM ANFRINGING ON THEIR PLANS..ECT...AND SHE WROTE BACK - WHY AM I BEING SO MEAN TO her!
Freaking narcassist family.
i just cant win,
and i know the only way to be free of this abuse is to finally just move awat - or lie and say im moving and just never call with my new phone and change my cell phone number.
Life....I don
