One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
I can't sleep
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I miss smoking a doobie. i don't know if drug related threads are allowed here, but marijuana was always there for me on the most lonely moments. I know lotta folks relate to this, and I just wanna spread the word. Respect the herb, respect yourself, respect your toke, and it won't harm you, only develop you.
The Holocene extinction.
A lot of people are leaving the site because of too much trolling
The fact that I was broken up with last night because I was putting too much on him with my anxiety without realizing it.
He said he wanted me to feel safe venting to him and that he wanted me to tell him anything and everything. He knows me more intimately than my best friend, and now he wants nothing to do with me. I was only doing what I was told, and now I feel like I've lost the love of my life because I was too insecure and a burden..
Last september I finally was able to go to college, I turned 23 this past april and all has been going well until... about two months ago. Two months ago my best friend who lives with me has been talking about her future, she is graduating this June and I am so proud of her. She spoke about continuing her studies here but she hasn't confirmed it and speaking of her future brought me to the attention that, I really don't know what will come in a year or so from now. I have started school after all of my friends and just feel like everyone and everything is passing me by, my anxiety has been getting worse and I just feel stuck. I haven't wanted to broach the subject with them because I don't want them to think I want them to stick around and not focus on their futures, I just wish I didn't feel so alone and helpless at the thought of them all moving on and away without me. I never really had any family support and they all make me feel like I am not a failure. It's pathetic I know, but I just don't want to think of a time where I am without them and alone. I haven't had a lot of clear moments of thinking in the past few months and I just feel guilty for even thinking and possibly talking about it.
@littlediamondpetals
I understand how you are feeling. I am 19, and I haven't been to post secondary school yet. I am starting in January, but I don't feel ready. Everyone I used to know is already in their second year of university/college. Anxiety has held me back from doing any, and everything. My mother just yells at me for it, and my father doesn't help at all. They just gossip about how dissapointed they are, in me.
I am very isolated: no friends, mentors, extended family near. I don't have support, and I am rarely given encouragement. I don't know how to do anything. I only have my G1, and I have no job.
I know we have a bit of an age difference, so you may be feeling even more left behind than I do. But I really hope you try your best to focus on yourself and only on what you need in your life. It's hard not to compare yourself to others sometimes, but the best thing to do is to trust in your own rhythm of life, and again, focus on you. Dwelling on what you wished you'd done in the past won't help your present or future. So, for the both of us, we should stay on track with doing what we can now, taking it slow if we have to.
Take care.
My wife and I are going through a very rough time and I feel a great deal of sorrow that we are where we are..
@Anonymous6701. Hi, I broke up with my partner of 20 years in July & I am finding it so difficult to move on. He is already in a new relationship . I am just broken.
I couldn
I feel like everyone walks over me, but I can't do the same to them because I know what it feels like so I don't want them to go through it too.
