One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
I met an amazing girl online and she decided she no longer wants to talk to me
@StarGen73 there are plenty more fish in the sea. I thought that everytime I met someone. But finally I have met someone who loves me for all my flaws and you will too!
I screwed up again. I had almost all week to finish an assignment. I barely made any progress on it and it's due tomorrow. And this is one of those "make or break your grade" assignments.
EDIT: I did it! I wrote it! I didn't get to add quite as much as I wanted, and I found one typo after I turned it in, but I finished it! And I finished my weekly asignment load for another class. I'd say I'm starting this mid-week off pretty well!
I feel useless trying to help my mum through her divorce
Im unreliable and useless cuz Im too anxious
Im going to fail one of my classes I need to graduate, prolonging my time in college because not only am I failing the class its my senior year and its going to put me under the GPA I need to graduate and I just dont know how to explain that to my family who is very happy Ive made it this far
I keep wasting my time doing meaningless things like texting guys when i should be focusing on my studies since its my senior year. Im getting bad grades and it hurts to know that i have the potential but i feel like i just cant work hard. It hurts me to know that my family will be disappointed since no one knows what i do when im on my phone. One day my parents will find out and will be ashamed of me.. i hate myself and i hate how my parents are wasting their money putting me in an expensive school thinking that i will end up successful.. i always waste my time and energy fooling around with guys and feeding my ego... i wish i was a normal teen whos whole focus was on her studies and future
@Itsrazan1me too I feel suicidal and I am at the ending stage of college
Had to call in sick today because I had a panic attack before going in to work then my boyfriend says to me I need help and he doesnt know about us anymore
My friend rejected my invitation to eat diner out, twice. The excuse she used was actually a lie since she went out with another group of friends.
I woke up tired and sad. Im tired of everyone wanting something from me but giving nothing in return. Im tired of always going out of my way but never getting atnything in return. Everyone around seems to expect a lot but I cant depend on anyone. I just deleted my siblings contact info. I was so angry at the lack of support received. I deleted their text messages and phone number. I started this year needing support but received no support but a lot of text messages saying I hope you feel better soon. Thats it and thats all. Im expected to run back in forth to the hospital, buying gifts, going over peoples house even though I already have something on my plate. Im supposed to buy gifts although I never get anything. I have a house but Im always running over someones house for this or that. I feel exhausted. I feel sad. Im tired and its time for me to get up and go to work. I wish I could press pause and just lay here for a few hours longer. I have been miserable since my sister, mother and fiancé died. I mean miserable.
@lavenderWatermelon5040 We are the same type person, we offer too much and want others can repay, but it looks like the others can't understand it, they think we do something for them don't cost us too much ernenies, they think it's easy.
missing my ex :/
