Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
i feel like i'm barely living. i've been sleeping for 11 hours but i'm still tired. i have problems in my relationship that doesn't seem to be solved now and i can't help them and i also feel like i suck as a listener.
I woke up at 130pm and im still exhausted.
No matter how much I sleep in the end Im always just so damn tired, like I havent slept at all. The battle to keep hope alive for better days to come seems like a never ending battle, and Im just so tired of feeling the way I do. Each night I go to sleep, I hope that the next day does not come, that I done wake.
Very sad lately need some friends I'm Samantha :(
I am restless and can't sleep.. I feel like everything is slowly drifting away. I wish I didn't have to sleep and I was able to be with my best friend.
I feel stupid. I feel lost. I relapsed again Aril 1st, before then it was December 13th I feel like an idiot. Bc of my actions my boyfriend self harmed and I will never forgive myself . I feel like a waste of space time and oxygen. I feel like a waste of skin even! I feel worthless and it's gets harder and harder to get out of bed everyday And it gets harder and harder to fight this..
@pluckyTree9287
This is how I actually feel today, too. It's been years since I had the type of breakdown I had this weekend: obnoxious, loud, and very public. I'm embarrassed and even worseoff because I know I hurt people I care about. It's hard to move today. I feel like a waste of space and a nut job and just the worst. I thought I was past these things, which makes it worse.
@imaginativeSugar8029
same but my friends and boyfriend helped me realize that with depression your never going to get completely over it bc it is an addiction or atleast your brain treats it like one. So we will relapse at some times not bc we are weak but because we are not perfect . We are only human and we mess up just like any other human, just differently
@imaginativeSugar8029
I have more break downs then I can remember I feel the same way everyday I get so bad I almost commit suicide in front of my mom everytime u are not alone
@pluckyTree9287
I feel the same way I have relapsed a lot more then I even know it helps I know it's bad but it helps me that's why I do it I bite myself and cut myself on the left wrist all u r feeling is what I'm feeling u r NOT ALONE
I don't even know what I'm doing right now with my life. I feel so unimportant and stupid. Depression and anxiety hit a new level starting from last week when I either felt like an emotionless robot or a walking corpse whose soul had died within its body long ago or simply too scared about everything to the point where I just want to lock myself up in my room to escape from the drama my brain is creating. It doesn't help that now I've got head-splitting headaches to add to the equation. The thoughts of perfectionism is crawling all over the place as well.
Sometimes I just wish I can freaking die to escape the chaos of my brain.
Today was a decent day. I didn't feel completely worthless.
Like the pit of a cherry
I felt okay today. I usually start to feel better when it begins to be summer. It won't last. :(