Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Extremely depressed. The person I was told to call for help with housing called me back and dismissed me telling me to find a homeless shelter.

I tried ,I really did, I talked to family and friends ,I even searched for professional help but I really found no helping hand. Right now I'm really writing this from a bad place, many things put me here,I tried to fight against them but I feel I've failed but I need to be able to say I've tried everything to myself before stuff

I think I have anger management problems. Today I just wanted to choke my teacher and the only way I could calm down was if I pretended that I was actually choking her. I was just thinking in my head that I was taking the breaths out of her mouth. It kinda relaxed me. Another thing that happened today was this kid was sitting in my set at lunch today. And I just flipped out and screamed at him. I just wanted to shoot him in the head

I'm feeling melancholy. I feel the need to cry for a few hours. I just feel like it'd be a better world and everyone would be happier if I wasn't here.

Overwhelmed. Confused. Afraid. Sad.

I have battled through a very deep depression and have come out stronger, however, I still feel that it still has its claws in me and can pull me back at any time. I struggle daily with energy, motivation, and purpose. I feel my life is about just surviving each day.

Been feeling like I can't do anything today. My thoughts are going in directions they shouldn't, I've been really struggling lately.

Definitely feel hopeless. Don't know who I am anymore.

I feel like if I was diagnosed with cancer tomorrow I'd welcome it and not treat it

as a listener I feel happy that I can help other but never feel as if I'm good enough as a person