Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel terrible after posting my anger in my messenger status. I was completely angry cus someone did revenge. I never know what i did is hurting her, but she seems so. I was thought she will understand my situations while i couldnt be there with her when she askin me to meet. Bcuse we are old friend and she will understanding whatever it takes which i couldnt always do things right for her as friend, near to bestfriend for me, but i think its wrong. She turning her dissapointment into revenge which i never thought about. I offense her in my status mssg while im in pain. Now i feel very terrible. But then after i said sorry in my status for posting it. And anyway i dont mention her or her name in it, remain anonymous. But still, i just afraid if she tk it more personally and get offended.

We alway seen to go backward. It's so funny when it come to love. Sometime you meet a person that really care and love you but you doesn't have the feeling for them. But to a person you love and care alway seem not to care anything about you. Why is that?

I feel better

I feel lost. All of these great things are happening to me, and I just don't feel the joy that should come with them.

I don't feel well at all

i actually almost got ran over today and when I told my mom I was hoping to hear "I'm happy your alive" all I heard was well don't stand on the curb...

I feel a bit like a failure as a wife and mum and kind of as a human. I exist but I don't leave any mark on the world. I'd like to change the world but I barely have the energy to play with my kids and cool and clean. I guess I just feel like my family could find a better replacement. I know they love me but sometimes I feel like they'd be better off without me. Like I'm dragging them down.

I've had so many good days lately that I thought I was cured of my depression. Well today I proved that wrong lol. Tears, panicking, hardly breathing. And for absolutely no reason.

I feel empty, and hopeless. My life's been barely okay lately and I have a lot of family stress and I don't really feel like I have anyone in my life I can talk to.

I feel like none of my friends care about me and like they don't care what I have to say... My best friend in the whole entire world says he cares about me a lot but he doesn't show it at all.. I used to believe him now I don't. Nothing makes me laugh anymore but whenever I'm with my friends I have to smile because I feel like it's my obligation to keep being happy for them idk :(

I feel like I've acknowledge how I feel. So I feel true to myself for the first time in a long time. Negatively I feel worthless. Regardless of accepting it.