Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Better than most days, I've been trying to keep busy to occupy myself and it's helping me sleep better and not worry about being upset or lonely

Today I feel more anxious about something that happened yesterday with a guy I have feelings for (it was a good thing) but I just feel anxious like I'm not doing something right. It might be because I'm home and alone finally and not preoccupied with something else. Liking him makes my stomach tighten and twist like someone's punching it, but this is with anyone I have feelings for.

I am feeling overwhelmed.

Today I am unsure of what exactly it is I feel. I just know that I don't feel okay. I want him home.

He is home! I am so happy he is home! My friend is back from the hospital!

Feeling grateful for everything that makes me smile...

I feel kind of lost. I downloaded this app months ago but haven't opened it until now because I know something is wrong, but I don't know what and therefore I don't know how to talk about it

I usually feel suicidal deppressed or slightly happy but today I'm just, empty

After crying almost every night for a week or so I have become numb. Is this my mind way of dealing with hurt? Or is it that I have gotten use to being hurt on a daily bases? Every once in a while a lonely tear drop falls down my cheek from no where. So I guess that even though of numb by heart still feels the pain and my mind allows that one tear drop to remind me I will be ok.

Most days I just feel really alone, like no one cares about me, even if people are standing right next to me. I feel shoved aside, forgotten. I feel as if I have no control over my own life. Being around everybody in middle school really sucks. I have to constantly wear this face: :-) to cover up this face: :'(