Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Excited to work with my favorite manager tonight, but also not wanting to work. I'm getting so burnt out. Depressed, needy, happy, lonely, yeah I'm not sure how to feel today.
@Desrpkitty123 working is by far the hardest thing for me... the idea of working somewhere (where i don't want to work) for bad pay with depression and anxiety is overwhelming to me more often than not
@Desrpkitty123 working is by far the hardest thing for me... the idea of working somewhere (where i don't want to work) for bad pay with depression and anxiety is overwhelming to me more often than not
I was okay all day, I kept myself occupied eith tv for a good 6 hours or so. Now I'm tired of watching tv though and I'm very lonely. I miss my boyfriend, I am always lonely and sad when I am not with him
Hi Everyone, I know the Holidays can be a difficult time and loneliness gets the best of us. If you're feeling depressed and need someone to talk to please feel free to message me. I'm a Listener here at 7 Cups and you can view my Profile.
Sincerely! 
CaringJoy
I feel exhausted.
The holidays are a time for socializing and I'm an introvert to begin with but being a depressed introvert is worse bc I also have to act happy and it's hard enough just to be around that many people at one time. I just want to sleep. Sleep forever.
I literally fell apart entirely today. I want to just die already.
I feel like I want to die but at the same time I'm terrified of dying
i feel like I have no way out
i am always miserable towards my boyfriend. I don't know why he stays with me
i can't deal with this shit any longer. I feel like I'm going insane.
I am constantly arguing with myself in my head.
tell me this shit I feel is not real
i don't know if I even want help at this point. It's gone on so long.
there is really nothing anyone can do for me anyways
why do I exist
what happens to my thoughts after I die
all I want to do is cry
@pruby you have articulated the exact way I feel.
i consistently feel like I'm honestly losing my mind and I feel like I can never talk to anyone about it...my family judges me or pretends they understand and think I can just turn off everything I feel.
I sometimes feel like I have lost control of my life :(
Thanks. I guess even when we feel alone there is probably someone out ther feeling a similar way. If we bring those people together we really aren't alone anymore
Having a tough morning. Really missing my dad who I lost to suicide 2 1/2 yrs ago. Plus dealing with a rape in 2008 and just was involved in a hit and run in October and haven't been able to work since. It's all adding up. I've seen a therapist but this is getting to be a fuck ton of a lot.
Today, I feel really alone. That is a pretty vague word when you think about it, but the isolation that I feel is like a trap. Being stuck in this trap has began to feel like a reality that i have to live with. Its like everyone else is kidding themselves and I'm the unlucky person that knows the sad truth.
Same here. I feel lonely in the crowd because my close friend starts to ignore me. It really hurt. But, everyone needs space for themselves right? So.. I hope everything gonna be okay.