Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Woke up completely sad today. And I don't even know why. How can you be sad for no reason?

Well most of today was good because I was with one of my close friends. But right now I'm a bit sad because I've just been rejected...He wasn't mean or anything, it's just the disappointment that's making me sad. I know this will pass but it still hurts a lot right now.

I slipped and fell down the stairs not too long ago and I didn't go all the way but I went far down enough to have seriously injured my knee ava my ankle. I'm in a brace now and suppose to be using crutches...I'm taking this thing lightly saying that it's fine, the pain and swelling will go away soon. I'm not thinking that I could end up having major surgery on this knee. stupid sleeping medication is truly the cause of this injury. I jus don't get why, I've always woken up fine from it. anyways, other than thinking that, my mother still thinks I'm suicidal n it sucks. she thinks I'm taking needs to put myself in danger. why couldn't she see it's actually helping me. but of course with this injury she'll continue to think that n worse when or if I have to have surgery...I'm becoming unhealthy n I'm gaining so much weight I'm sick of myself!

I had a friend over and it made me realize how selfish I am in that our conversations seem to always be about me and how I feel and how she can help me. I try to talk about her, but she brings it right back to helping me. She might not mind, but it still makes me feel like an awful person.

I am absolutely crushed. my mom passed late March. it crushed me, she was a alcoholic since my father died in 2010 it killed her. I am a active self harmer. my entire body is always full of sadness I can't live.

I feel like dying today...I have a blade under my pillow and I'm debating whether to cut or not..I hate today..

today i feel positivethat things will change! (and they have to, or else...)

Today I felt like my whole life fell apart in a few seconds. Thanks to the support I've found here, I'm not feeling so down anymore

today I feel like there's no point. I've been suffering with this illness for three and a half years and have parents who try to understand but don't and end up saying things that make it worse, even after I constantly tell them that it doesn't help. therapy doesn't help me anymore either. it's as if my mind has given up. I am meant to be up in five hours for work and that's another thing that adds to my depression - my job. I hate it so much. I don't know if I should just quit and be done with it but right now all I can do is cry and wish for an end to this.

Today i feel nothing. My sister saw me cutting myself today, she started crying and said that i need to stop i feel so embarrassed. I'm sitting in my room and i'm gonna cut myself again