Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I feel like I will always be unloved. No woman will love me because I have never had sex, and I have never had a relationship. No "man" can possibly be my age without having had sex. I'm hoping for a miracle before I turn 35, otherwise I end my life.
There are men even older than you who are virgins. There is a fetish for that. Don't worry. I think male virginity is special. You should let someone who is worthy take it from you.
Keep your head up! :) you are very special. And don't assume just because another man has had sex, it meant they were in love. Some people dont connect love with sex. So dont give up, you will be loved! It'll be worth the wait, i know it. :)
You have to think of it like you're something special. The fact you haven't had sex yet doesn't make you any less valuable compared to someone who has. If anything it shows how respectful you are of yourself. Stay strong
Thank you. However no one respects a man who is involuntarily celibate in the least. I don't know if I can fake it or if I shouldn't bother anymore. I'm an embarrassment.
I feel like all hope is gone. I don't know how much longer I can handle all this. I've been more depressed. My anxiety has gotten bad lately. And I just don't know what to do. I feel like a burden and that it would be better if I was gone. Nothing makes the pain go away and it never will. There's nothing left for me here.
I feel that way too. Try to find people whose you laugh, feel good. Or something you enjoy to do...you can meet people that way too. Anything that you have a passion for. Don't dvdn have to go anywhere. Could be a craft or cooking. Something.
I don't find much enjoyment anymore. It's just gone.
Struggling to stay afloat today. Can't stop the tears from flowing. Hate reaching out for help.
A few days ago I was crying in the back seat. It was night time so you couldn't see my tears. In my head I was thinking that nobody cares and nobody would notice my tears even though I was right in front of them. As we walked from the car to the house my mom looked at me and said " r u ok?" She noticed. I didn't tell her anything though and I said I was fine. Finally someone after seven years someone noticed. They probably noticed the first year. But I know that life doesn't make any sense right now. It's confusing and people get on my nerves no body understands me. But I want to fight for my life so that when I do make it out people of all ages will look up at me and realize that I am greater. I am more than right now. But if u cut it short (your life) people won't have the opportunity to be jealous of you.. To want to be you.. To love you more..
Like the more i move forward a big vacuum pulls me backwards
Today was the worst I've had in the last year. It was sudden, random and crippling. If I hadn't taken a Valium, curled up with my dog and fallen asleep, I'm not sure what would've happened. A blessing for having the meds for emergencies like these, but why isn't my other medicine working well enough? We're on the last ssri
I don't take anything for my depression, I try to talk to counselors and other people that I feel like i can talk to.
everything's so bad. I so badly just want to end everything but there's a small part of myself that doesn't want me to and it makes me so mad. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I don't like talking to anyone about my problems and I love being alone. it just sucks. it sucks so much being so afraid of people. I hate myself for having social anxiety on top of my depression. this isn't fair
I hate my life, I hate the world, and I'm sick of the ignorant people around me that keep plaguing my life. I am doing horribly. I'm so done with everything.
I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate my mother, I'm sick of this life
I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate my mother, I'm sick of this life
I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate my mother, I'm sick of this life