repetitive.
sunnylemon8597
August 10th, 2023
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ive been like this since i was maybe 11 or 12. i keep wondering when the days of groggy mornings and not having any motivation for anything will change. it’s difficult but no matter the changes i try and put in, i always go back to square one. i don’t know how to deal with this anymore.
every day is the same in and out. piled with family lectures and threats to be kicked out. having everything thrown at me being told indirectly that ive lost my place here, lost my entitlement to my name.
i don’t feel like i have a family anymore and it just feels like im living temporarily everywhere i go. nowhere is okay for me. nowhere is safe.