My bipolar disorder ruined my life
BlueMoon1994
July 4th, 2023
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I'm at work so long story short, I have pushed everyone I cared about away including my family, I went my entire childhood without knowing I was bipolar, I was 19 when I got diagnosed. I have no close friends, I have a boyfriend who loves me and that's about it. Even he can't handle my mood swings anymore and I'm on psych meds. I feel angry about how my life turned out, go into random rages and cry randomly. My memory is also shot and I work a third shift job for slave wages which makes me depressed.
I feel like there's no hope for me and that no one cares about me anymore. So my question is what should I do? I feel like my life is damaged beyond repair and I don't know how to cope anymore...