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BeautifulCurse
2 1,713 M Hopeful Heart
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts134 Forum posts47 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2024 Member sinceJune 23, 2024
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Mama of 3, 👣 dog Mama of 2, 🐶 wifey to my soul mate 😍 I suffer with bipolar type I…


And have my whole life. I knew it, but I kept my symptoms under wrap because I was a drinker and ashamed. I couldn't avoid the diagnosis anymore after a series of terrible events in front of the world. It's been two years. I am learning to manage myself and be a better person, and I'd love to create a circle of people who understand me. Nobody does, even the people closest to me. ☯️

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It’s the Small wins
Addiction Support / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 July 24th
...See more If you knew me and therefore cared, lol, you’d have been proud of me tonight. It’s always either me or my husband that is the bad influence when it comes to quitting this vice that ruins so many lives and has almost a handful of my/our skin in its claws. Today was day 1. Again. But you noticed I said WAS. We made it. By the end of the day he was *** at me for who-knows-why and he was going to get some, I knew it ahead of time. So I took all the debit cards and the cash and I hid it. And now we go to sleep sober. In different rooms albeit but sober. I can’t say I’m happy lol but I will not let this thing take me down like it has so many others. F*** that.
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Let’s Make Each Other Smile
35 & Over Community / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 July 8th
...See more Hey everyone! How’s your weekend starting off? I need. A pick me up! 😭 Can we post pics?! I’d love to see your puppies (really, all pets) and babies! Or tell us what happened to make you happy this week! 🙃
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It just keeps getting worse
Addiction Support / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 July 5th
...See more I am so sad y’all. I have BP I and when I get low, well, legit I don’t want to be here and I work hard to make it so I won’t be anymore. You know what I mean. I already feel myself slipping, no alcohol, because I know better. And I’ve been forbidden. But damnit to get high is all I have to turn to when things suck. All I have is my husband and although we are the same person and so much in love—I think we’re done too. I just don’t know what to do. Those of you with friends and family that love and support you, please be grateful. 🥹
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Today is a new day
Addiction Support / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 July 22nd
...See more Sooo everyone, wish me (and my hubs) good luck. We both struggle with addiction with all the things lol. Today is day 1. Again. It’s been almost a year since a day 1. I really need it. My marriage (to my soul mate, I swear) is hanging by a thread. It's one of the last important things I have left and I won’t let addiction snip that thread. Send positive vibes!
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Local Friends?!
Friendship Support / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 July 1st
...See more Hey, happy Wednesday y’all. Let’s start a thread of where we are all located? Maybe some stats too if you wanna. I’ll go—I’m in central Ohio, north of Columbus. 39(ish) y.o. Female w/3 kids and a hubby. Oh and 2 dogs, can’t forget the dogs. 🐶😆🥰
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Introduction from Ohio
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 July 7th
...See more Hey all! Eliza here, new to the app, wanted to introduce myself. I’m from Ohio, f, 39(ish), and married—kids and dogs too lol. I’m BP 1. It’s been a struggle and it’s chased everyone away. So here I am trying to find people with this in common to chat with. NTMU all!
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Introduction from Ohio
Anxiety Support / by BeautifulCurse
Last post
 June 24th
...See more Hey all, new here! Eliza, f, 39(ish) 😆, married. I have BP 1. It’s been rough but I’m finally getting regulated—mostly. By now, though, I’ve pretty much lost all my relationships d/t my actions and words in manic states—so here I am. NTMU all!
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