Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
BlueMoon1994
867 M Little Steps 1
PathStep 4 Compassion hearts47 Forum posts16 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2023 Member sinceOctober 6, 2018
Recent forum posts
BlueMoon1994 profile picture
Bipolar Disorder and feeling hopeless
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by BlueMoon1994
Last post
 August 7th, 2023
...See more So long story short, I have bipolar type one and I am on psych meds for it. They ARE working, but I'm almost 30 and I have no drivers license (just a permit I've never had my license) I've been working dead end jobs for ten years and I have no social outlet. What is a good way to make genuine friends who truly care and want me around? I can't tell who is real and who is fake. I have a HUGE heart and it takes a lot to make me snap but my temper is all that people choose to see and it is VERY frustrating. I'm not a bad person, but yet people hate me over high school drama and refuse to forgive and forget. (I'm not the same person I was a decade ago, and I'm trying to get out of this town but I don't have the ability to move yet.) I have somewhere else to go thank GOD.
BlueMoon1994 profile picture
My bipolar disorder ruined my life
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by BlueMoon1994
Last post
 November 7th
...See more I'm at work so long story short, I have pushed everyone I cared about away including my family, I went my entire childhood without knowing I was bipolar, I was 19 when I got diagnosed. I have no close friends, I have a boyfriend who loves me and that's about it. Even he can't handle my mood swings anymore and I'm on psych meds. I feel angry about how my life turned out, go into random rages and cry randomly. My memory is also shot and I work a third shift job for slave wages which makes me depressed. I feel like there's no hope for me and that no one cares about me anymore. So my question is what should I do? I feel like my life is damaged beyond repair and I don't know how to cope anymore...
Search more from @BlueMoon1994
Community updates
Talk to an expert therapist
I am an experienced relationship expert helping individuals & couples In...
Talk to Smita Now
Badges & Awards
14 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Quintet Chief Chat Honest Voice Strong Start Reconnect First Post Reaching out Helping out First Compassion Bundled Teammate Forum Friend
Report an issue