The everlasting thoughts on my mind.
silentbby
September 6th, 2019
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Hey, Im new to 7cups and I thought Id share.
Im currently sitting on my room and thoughts are taking over me. I try to recount every little thing that Im happy for - which is so much, but the dark thoughts seep in and I start worrying. I unconsciously start shaking and before I know it, Im at a state which feels too much to handle.
The dark thoughts take over.
What if something happens to someone I love?
Do I deserve to be here? Why cant I be okay even when Im getting support?
Am I burden?
These thoughts come unwelcomed and they take away my smile, my motivation and all my energy and I sit here waiting for something. Im worrying about everything. All I do is worry.
Every little thing takes places in my head.
Why am I so empty?