Has your learning disability made it difficult to make friends and maintain them?
Has your learning disability made it difficult to make friends and maintain them? I think mine has. Because even when I manage to have people around me, it always feels like they are not interested in me, and they are not interested in sharing stuff about themselves with me. I can only come up with one possibility, that it is somehow my learning disability.
@tryingtosurvive2024
Hi there, I can relate to your question. Yes I feel like my ADHD has created difficulties for me in making friends growing up. I will share a personal story of my experience for perspective. I remember how difficult it was for me to have and keep friends in elementary school. Back then (the 90s) there wasn’t much discussion or understanding about what we now know as ADHD. I was bullied quite badly in those years and had such a tough time. There were only about five other girls in my class mind you but I have often wondered if my ADHD was part of the reason why I had such a hard time. My ADHD tendencies is what probably got on people's nerves. Things like not being able to pick up on social cues, blurting things during conversations or getting distracted when someone was talking to me.
I believe we can make things easier for ourselves if we can just be transparent about our disability with the people in our life, because they may or may not know the challenges we face socially. So perhaps just by educating we can circumvent some of the issues that arise in relationships. I hope that helps. Keep your head up and keep trying to form relationships because there are people out there who will understand and love you for who you are. 😊
@aCalmOasis One of the things I have been trying for a long time is being transparent and open about it. Sadly it hasn't helped any of my relationships. At least not my relationships at work.
Someone on a linux forum told me I was being disrespectful to him for using a user name called tryingtolearnlinuxwithadd. Because they took it that I wanted to them to go "easy" on me. Even after I explained that wasn't the reason why I chose that user name, He wouldn't let it go, and I eventually left that forum. Seems that some people want me to keep it hidden. That is one of the reasons why I'm on this website. Here I don't have to keep it hidden. I can talk freely about it.
*Linux is an alternative computer operating system.
Omg… I feel so seen when you said….picking up social cues, blurting things, and distracted when someone talks.
I have to open up about my ADHD to friends cause it activated my depression symptoms which caused me to spiral. Some people understood while others thought I was selfish. So I cut those *** out of my life, even though it is still really hard. I saw some of them at a mutual friend wedding and I was soooo triggered. Still coming down from that high. I’m definitely hesitant about opening up but I’m taking control of my narrative to protect me.
@imtryingMybest21
Good
for you for putting yourself first. It can be disheartening when we lose
friendships due to our ADHD but it's better for us in the long term to have
those around us that get us. There is no masking that way; we can just feel
free to be authentic. Sorry about the wedding and how triggering it was. I can
only imagine how awkward that must have felt for you.
Hi
@Bella1126
Hi Bella, how are you?
I’m doing well and how about you?
Yes mine has too, in many ways I ended up being in self doubt.
@ManaalKA
Agreed, self doubt is often what results from a failed relationship and it hurts your self confidence. I have adopted to view it through the lens of perhaps those people were not my people to begin with and at some point they would have fallen away anyways.
Not every person is meant to stay with you for your entire life. Friendships come and go. It is hard and requires the courage to be vulnerable to keep putting yourself out there to make new friendships but its how you find your tribe. It is the greatest feeling in the world when you can be your authentic self around someone. An alternative is finding a community online where you feel safe and seen, like we do here on 7 cups. 😉
@aCalmOasis I like 7 Cups, but I don't fully feel like I belong. I have been so outcast for so long that I don't think I could belong even if something was available that I could.
I can completely understand why you would feel this way given what you have been through, but what I have learned in my own journey is that mindset has everything to do with how we can change our situation, or stay locked into it. You can't do the same things expecting a different result.
If you truly believe you could never feel included or part of a group ever again then it's likely that will be the case, you have already made up your mind. But if you were to believe the opposite is true, jusy as an experiment, that you are worthy of love and friendship then who knows what might happen. You open up a door of potentiality when you shift and react differently than you did before.
Shifting personal beliefs takes work and dedication but the ways to accomplish it can be found if one wanted to find that information. We can choose to be victims of our circumstances or we can elect to take control and empower ourselves. There is always a choice.