Hello! I'm glad you are talking to someone about your problems :) Its the best thing to let your insecurities and fears and sadness out instead of bottling them up because holding them makes your burden heavier. Let someone take the weight away and you will make it through the troubles you face. I can try to help the burden become easier if only you say so. I want to help people and I feel as if I can help you :) I have been through quite the amount of problems myself and that helps me to understand the difficulties along with the fact that I am empath. Both of these help me understand the weight because everyone handles situations differently and I want you to know you aren't alone, you don't ever have to be. If you ever want to talk you can either send me a message when i'm online to in the case i am not, ill respond as soon as i can .