Hey! You should know, that your lucky, evan more so then others, who seems happy, cause there are people, who simply take time to care about you, listen, shear, and long for a smile from you, i have been through all that you face, and i have found that its not that bad, we just need to find our selves, to become what metters to us. I love reading, listening, snd also swimming, i think we could have ga story to shear and reflect so uou talk and ill listen.