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Hello all. I'm Soffy, a 19 year old computer science undergrad. I don't know me, all I know is I'm not fine, other days I'm good, most days, I'm down, mixed emotions, sad, angry, empty, extremely silent that I don't wanna be ask questions, cos I don't wanna open my mouth. If I looked around, all my bored go-to activities, became unenjoyable, would just be sitting there, looking lost, mostly on the ground, cos it's more comfortable there. Those moments, I don't wanna hear human voices, especially if directed to me, it pisses me off, and fuel my anger but I never showed any of those feelings. They're embarrassing cos they just came at me for no reason, randomly, then I start sleeping, woke up and sleep again, till it's dark. Then sleep again all night. On my good days, I don't sleep at night if I slept enough during the day. I don't know what all these is. Other times, I feel like I need to cry to be okay or break something, even tho I've never broken anything cos of that. Any help? I just wanna know and be fine