The whole inside
Fleggles
May 23rd, 2020
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It's been 20 years since I escaped from the 10years of grooming, abuse and neglect of my childhood but is also been 20years of repressed memories. Until recently I had very detached response to describe my childhood experiences. Now I have a gapping whole void of connection to anything in my life right now. As the memories come back I disappear. My self esteem and confidence are fading and I feel like there is no way back.