something i need to get off my chest (trigger warning for abuse)
this is something that i need to get off my chest. please don't judge.
the furthest back i can remember is when i was 4. my family would often abuse me even if i did nothing wrong. as the years passed it got worse and worse. i think one of the most traumatizing moment was when i was 6, i dropped a bowl and the bowl shattered. my father walked into the room and started yelling and coming closer i was so scared that i immediately started to pick up the broken pieces with my bare hands. this made the man who i thought was my father grab me and throw me at a wall. i awoke the next day in the cold wet back shed with no food or water.
due to how graphic the other parts of this story where i didn't add a lot i don't feel comfortable sharing the rest of the SA details
thank you for reading. have a wonderful day/night