Struggling a smidge
Hey whoever reads this - if they do
I've just come from the sharing circle, it's lovely there -- but I always but so much effort into what I say to people, I try to listen and understand and show empathy ...
I know nobody is expected too, but it makes me feel idk worthless and a bit stupid when I don't get that back 😔 I've only shared 2/3 times and I've been in over 50 circles idk I guess it just hurts a little to think people don't care
Idk my little parentified head struggles with this stuff, being ignored or dismissed is a massive trigger for me it seems, I put masses of care and attention in only to be ignored-- just thought I needed to put this somewhere
You matter and you are loved. People can be strange, difficult and challenging.
We expect to get back what we put in, but sadly life doesn't seem to work out that way. I find people a challenge to fathom out too and like you, i try my best but often it isn't reciprocated. This is not your fault or of your doing. It is no reflection on you. So, all i can do is send huge amounts of love your way and please trust that you are not flawed or at fault in any way.
@WorriedMagpie Hey :) you popped into my thoughts - so I thought I'd drop off a hug ❤️
@WorriedMagpie Hey you :) you popped into my mind today and tbh - I just couldn't shake it. So I just wanted to say you were in someone's thoughts today ❤️
