My past, and how it has scarred me forever.

You are so strong that you've made it so far. You can get through this. I believe in you. By reading that just look at how far you've come. In a few more years you'll be a legal adult and can show them up that you can make it still. Show them that they can't break you. By hurting yourself and letting them get to you you're letting them get what hey want.

And just think how when you're older and you'll be so glad that you stayed. I've been in your spot. I'm still recovering a bit. The thing that gets me through it is that I know no matter how many people hate there will always be more who care for you and would die for you. If you can't think of anyone I'll tell you right now, I care and I will do anything I can to make sure you're still here to live a wonderful life that I know you can.

Please stay

Thanks, i really dont have anyone who cares about me in real life at the moment.

You don't know what causes your anxiety?! You've been through some pretty traumatic events! Of course you have anxiety! It's your brain's natural responseafter being treated so harshly over the years. You will need a professional counselor to help walk you through the steps to recovery and help you ease out of this flight or fight mode your brain has switched on. Talking to someone is imperative! I'm not surprised that you're self harming. You're hurting so much inside and that hurt is building a pressure under your skin. Talking to someone will help you deal with these feelings.

I'm very glad you're with your dad now and that things are better, but just because your present is better doesn't mean your past will now suddenly leave you alone.You need closure in order to move forward.Please talk to a professional about your past, about your anxiety, and your self harm.

I know it doesn't feel like it now, but it will be okay. And you have gone through so much up until this point. When I was feeling helpless and hopeless and I just wanted to end it, what I would tell myself to encourage me to keep trying was that I owed it to myself. I made it this far, I survived what was done to me, how can I give up now when there's a possibility of something better? And there is always a possibility. Even for you. You just have to hang in there until it makes sense.

Please talk to someone. I promise you, what you're feeling is understandable, but it doesn't have to be your reality. Please.

Thank you, i realize that if ivemade it this far, i might as well keep going :) I have been through 4 therapists, and they did the same thing: how are you today, tell me your problems, and good bye! I even had a therapist who instead of helping, just threw a football with me, and we didnt even talk haha- he was getting paid for free. and as for phyciatrists, i went through two, and they literlyjust said "depression"? okay, here take these pills. and if they didnt work? oh, here yah go, try different ones. and i seriously took 14 different kinds withingtwo months. i really dont know what to do, but im just trying to keep on living the best i can.:/

Unfortunately you're going to find therapists that are less than ideal. It's what makes me want to go into Psychology, to be the counselor that so many people need but no one can find. Just keep your head up, and keep trying. And you know what, if you can't find a good counselor, become your own. Talk to yourself in third person. It sounds crazy but it's what I've done to make it in between acceptable therapists.

You are a strong person and I know you're going to make it through this. You just have to make that decision to stick it through until the end. You have to make the decision to become the fighter and not the victim. Once you choose to fight, your own perspective changes.

Just keep reaching out to people when you need them and don't be afraid to ask for help. Even if that person you're asking is yourself. You are your best supporter. I truly believe that.

okayy. Ill try therpy. hve you heard of a residental therapy thing? I need help finding out about itt. thank you so much for helping me and keeping up my confidence. You along with everyone on here, are the best:)

You're welcome. :) I'm glad I can help. I know of residential therapy, yeah. It's a live in health care facility. You'll need to look for ones in your area as they differ depending on the location.