My Diary

The following post is to, @mytwistedsoul and @nonethewoser, from: Lillian, Aki, Talilia, Aiko, and all of K's alters. Text will stay in black.

We would all like to express our thanks to the both of you for taking such awesome care of K when we are away. We can't always be there and sometimes we don't know how to help her. You both have helped her more than you will ever know. Thank you both!!

So, I got back into writing music. If yall want, when I finish the new song, I will post it here. What I have so far:

Memories clawing at my mind,

demons call out to their pray,

howling in the night,

They never sleep.

"Sleep is for the weak", they say.

24/7

too much pressure,

crushing everything

So, that is all I've got so far. I don't know where that is gonna fall in said song. It sucks really bad, I know.

Sometimes I wish we could just run away. Back into the woods. But, I don't have the skills to survive. I am weak. I couldn't make it. I can barely make it with others around.

my ink blot thingy results:

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HiSociety
2 days ago

OK, ready @aiko123? you're first in 2020

"HAPPY NEW YEAR"

Thank you for taking this test!

My mock diagnosis is as follows.

# 1, you ansewred: A bee, it's arms stretched out, almost as if reaching for something.

Diagnosis: Wow, lot's of energy emulates from you with great diversity. I'm getting that you have traits of both introverted and extroverted, so you must cycle between them. I've never felt this before and it's almost as if you have this gift developed by moving a lot and having had to adapt. You have energy levels that go to extremely low lows and off the charts high so learning to balance this is important but you already know this and handle it well. You have a strong magnetic force which is like your super-power that tells you almost what people are thinking, but you always seem to know how they feel. Such skills come from learning to deal in some traumatic situations where quick thinking was of paramount importance. You are loyal honest and caring towards people and have a good affect on many.

#2 you answered: A young child dancing.

Diagnosis: Your expressive nature holds no boundries, and you have a great many talents in the arts. You have an astounding zest!

# 3 you answered: Two hands clasped together, then being ripped apart.

Diagnosis: Your totem is the gazelle or the antillope which also reflects your grace and poise. To your core, you want to be in the feild of justice. You have a natural ability for fairness and feel very hurt if somebody treats you unfairly, but you defend others better than you defend yourself due to a fluxuating confidence (but your learning fast to think and then advocate for yourself) I see so much energy!!

# 4 you answered: A child being rejected by it's family.

Diagnosis: Your shadow gets thick like a morning fog which tends to hamper your focus, so I feel that tbere are still some things you have not excepted yet. (Search: radical exceptence) Once you except life on life's terms you can remove the fog and your freindly shadow will remain. You have so much to teach that at times you find it very hard to stop yourself from talking. (I do that too) lol

# 5 you answered: A moth.

Diagnosis: You don't like the moth, but moths actually bring you good luck. Moth wings are light and strong, and like you their focusing on one thing can be a distraction. Learn to control when and how, and what you decide to think about. Leave the past in the past so it doesn't interfere with the present and future any more. (Easier said than done) Your artistic charms are a given gift that enables you to make anybody smile!

Synopsis: You like to day-dream when the subject is chosen by you, but keeping negativity from invading can be challenging so snap your fingers loudly when you sence this happening (until you break that bad habit). Trusting doesn't come easily, but it's a natural way we all protect ourselves. Try to trust yourself more and your confidence will grow expedentially because all your talents can then be better showcased. You are very well recieved by those that truly matter in your life. You deeply care about people and empathically take on some of their pain in an attempt to understand and find a way to help them. You bring lots of needed sunshine to the universe and are a rare gift to all that are lucky enough to have met you.

2020 will be a very good year for happiness growth and for honing your many skills and talents!

@aiko123 Hey - just popping in with a Hey how are you?

You popped up in my thoughts this morning

Hey, so we're back. I had to leave for a while, because things got a lot worse, but anyway, I'm back, I guess.

So, happy thing!! We made a friend!