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aiko123
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PathStep 62 Compassion hearts162 Forum posts271 Forum upvotes563 Current upvotes563 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2021 Member sinceDecember 10, 2018
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Hi!! I like anime, drawing, reading, writing, singing, and playing piano. My favorite anime is Tokyo Ghoul and I love Nanbaka, Danganronpa, Assassination Classroom, and Angels of Death too. I like hard rock, anime, and gothic metalcore music. I am pansexual and genderfluid (closted). I am a victim/survivor of abuse (all forms). I have DID, anxiety, PTSD, and depression. I have/do self harm (more than just cuts). Anyway, it is a pleasure to meet you.
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The field of broken dreams
Journals & Diaries / by aiko123
Last post
 February 4th, 2021
...See more Trigger warning: This notebook may contain potentially triggering content
My Compliment diary
Trauma Support / by aiko123
Last post
 December 17th, 2019
...See more I know I already have a diary, but @redmark gave me the idea to make a journal for any compliments that are given to me. I may also put compliments toward others in here. Thanks for the idea @redmark!!
Anorexia
Eating Disorder Support / by aiko123
Last post
 October 12th, 2019
...See more I had been suffering for bulimia, and it kinda just lead into me having anorexia. I just started eating less and less and no one really noticed. One day, I just stopped eating all together. Now I only eat once every couple of weeks, as I really don't have a choice. I am never hungry anymore. And if someone makes me eat something, the bulimia kicks in. My reason was abuse. I don't really want to get into the details here.
My Diary
Trauma Support / by aiko123
Last post
 February 2nd, 2021
...See more I am writing this just to see if I can make any sense of my life. So, if you are reading this, just remember it is just some random stuff from me trying to piece my life back together. You may just want to ignore it, that is okay. It may contain abuse, bullying, self harm, and other things that may be triggering.
Hi. I am Aiko. Nice to meet you.
Self-Harm Recovery / by aiko123
Last post
 June 9th, 2019
...See more Hello. My name is Aiko. I have self harmed for 7 years. I self harm due to a long history of abuse (all forms) and bullying. I know that it is weak of me, but I don't know what to do. I had no friends or anyone to turn to. The harming started one night when I was cooking. I was slicing some potatoes and accidentally cut myself. For some reason, I felt I deserved this pain. Confused, I quickly bandaged the wound and proceeded to boil said potatoes. I was able to do so without incident. While my potatoes were cooking, I noticed the trash was piling up (I know, I am slob). So I grabbed a lighter and went out to burn the trash. After I had stacked the trash, I began to light said trash. I accidentally burned my hand while lighting a paper towel to start the trash. I dropped both the lighter and towel. The towel ended up hitting my foot. I got the same reaction as I did from the cut. Except, now it was also relief. I know I am weak, to have continued to do this. J just didn't know what to do. Well, I am gonna leave now. Bye.
My brother abuses me.
Trauma Support / by aiko123
Last post
 December 13th, 2018
...See more My brother abuses me almost everyday. No one ever believes me and thinks he is harmless. I have the marks and scars all over me to prove it. He still abuses me. Now I am begining to hallucinate and hear voices. Sometimes his voice telling me I should be dead. My parents don't believe me. My freinds don't believe me. Every one prefers to believe him over me. I am scared. Help me. Please.
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