I'm still here

@Need2findMe

I think you being here and pushing through is priceless. Worth soooooo much because you deserve for things to get better and giving up just elimates its all those chances and that hope .

@Need2findMe - To me, it's worth a whole lot! There's a quote I like that this made me think of:

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow.

Not giving up on you and still being here are pretty big things some days and I'm really proud of you.

@Need2findMe

Still being here can be a lot - and you being here matters, because you matter

Today is one of those days I'm just barely surviving. It's as if everyone has just turned on me just as quick as they claim to love me. I have fought so hard just to get nowhere

I'll go through all the bad days to experience the best ones

@Need2findMe

I think it's worth your well being and your state of mind; making the decision that you're going to push through. I like it. It reminds me of something I tell myself. "Let's just wait and see what happens". When I'm in the moment and freaking out and close to doing something drastic, I tell myself "lets just wait and see what happens". I know that it might not work for everyone's situation and that everyone has different struggles and because of my own issues I'm thinking from a sort of panic attack type of situation, cause I tend to overthink things a lot. I try to take comfort in knowing that I have gone through similar situations and made it, even if this isn't the same it's similar and I should be able to figure something out. Breathing and mindfulness exercises do help, but you have to fight through the distress and actually do them.

I think it's worth something. It takes courage and strength to keep pushing through. And it's ok to reach out for help.