I'm still here
For whatever it's worth, for whatever it means. I'm still pushing through. Some days when all I can do is just hold on. I'm not giving up on me. I'm still here
@Need2findMe
I think you being here and pushing through is priceless. Worth soooooo much because you deserve for things to get better and giving up just elimates its all those chances and that hope .
@Need2findMe - To me, it's worth a whole lot! There's a quote I like that this made me think of:
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow.
Not giving up on you and still being here are pretty big things some days and I'm really proud of you.
@Anomalia
Thank you. I actually really needed to hear that today
@Need2findMe - 
Today is one of those days I'm just barely surviving. It's as if everyone has just turned on me just as quick as they claim to love me. I have fought so hard just to get nowhere
@Need2findMe - Sorry it's been such a rough day. I'm sending peace and good thoughts your way and hope that tomorrow feels a little easier
@Anomalia
Thank you. So much has been going wrong. I'm just hoping for better days
@Need2findMe - I'm here for you if you want to talk about what's been going on, or if you just want someone to sit with you and know that things are hard.
@Need2findMe
I think it's worth your well being and your state of mind; making the decision that you're going to push through. I like it. It reminds me of something I tell myself. "Let's just wait and see what happens". When I'm in the moment and freaking out and close to doing something drastic, I tell myself "lets just wait and see what happens". I know that it might not work for everyone's situation and that everyone has different struggles and because of my own issues I'm thinking from a sort of panic attack type of situation, cause I tend to overthink things a lot. I try to take comfort in knowing that I have gone through similar situations and made it, even if this isn't the same it's similar and I should be able to figure something out. Breathing and mindfulness exercises do help, but you have to fight through the distress and actually do them.
I think it's worth something. It takes courage and strength to keep pushing through. And it's ok to reach out for help.
