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Okay, where to start?
for like my entire life I've been scared of my mom, and I think that she might be emotionally and/or verbally abusive.
i know that so many of you have had it so much worse but it's been affecting me lately, especially having to be quarantined with her.
when she gets mad, and she gets mad a lot, I get scared. Like she yells and swears and calls me names a lot. I know it's not very bad but it still makes me feel bad. She exposed me to sex at a very young age when I didn't even want to know; there was a time when we were watching a movie and a sex scene came on and I ran away crying and she just sat there laughing (I was 9 or so)
there's also been a few times where I feel she over-sexualizes my body. I'm only 13 too, and was molested by my uncle so I have a hard time with sex and that sort of stuff. But so anyways it was a hot day, I had worn a hoodie over top of a tank top and my classroom was really hot so naturally I took off my hoodie. My school has no dress code and my teacher doesn't really care so no one said anything. But when I get to my moms car, the first thing she says to me-not hi honey or that- is, "you look like a sl*t" and then she went on a whole lecture about how she's 'fine' (she's obviously not) with me wearing those clothes around her, just as long as I don't around my dad or brothers. Which makes absolutely no sense to me, because my dad has never once said anything to me, and I've worn short shorts around him and he doesn't care.