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GayCutter911
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Trauma Support / by GayCutter911
Last post
 March 28th, 2020
...See more Okay, where to start? for like my entire life I've been scared of my mom, and I think that she might be emotionally and/or verbally abusive. i know that so many of you have had it so much worse but it's been affecting me lately, especially having to be quarantined with her. when she gets mad, and she gets mad a lot, I get scared. Like she yells and swears and calls me names a lot. I know it's not very bad but it still makes me feel bad. She exposed me to sex at a very young age when I didn't even want to know; there was a time when we were watching a movie and a sex scene came on and I ran away crying and she just sat there laughing (I was 9 or so) there's also been a few times where I feel she over-sexualizes my body. I'm only 13 too, and was molested by my uncle so I have a hard time with sex and that sort of stuff. But so anyways it was a hot day, I had worn a hoodie over top of a tank top and my classroom was really hot so naturally I took off my hoodie. My school has no dress code and my teacher doesn't really care so no one said anything. But when I get to my moms car, the first thing she says to me-not hi honey or that- is, "you look like a sl*t" and then she went on a whole lecture about how she's 'fine' (she's obviously not) with me wearing those clothes around her, just as long as I don't around my dad or brothers. Which makes absolutely no sense to me, because my dad has never once said anything to me, and I've worn short shorts around him and he doesn't care.
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Eating Disorder Support / by GayCutter911
Last post
 March 22nd, 2020
...See more Hi! My name's Darby, I'm 13 and I love to bake, read, draw, and a lot more. I have a dog that I love with all my heart and a very supportive family and a great support group and help. I've struggled with and ED for about a year and a half now, but luckily I've gotten help, which I'm super grateful for. Around October of 2018 I started to be suicidal and on November 25th (yes I still remember the date) that year I cut for the first time. I've always been self conscious about my body image but around that time my "best friend" would kind of make fun of her body -she's quite thinner than me- and i started to watch what I'd eat a lot more.then I started counting calories and skipping breakfast almost everyday and give away my lunch. I'd eat around [edited by 24Help1 for calories] calories everyday. My parents found out about my self harm in December and I went about a month clean after that. My parents pushed me to eat but didn't think too much of it as my brother had the same thing. (We both struggle with depression and loss of appetite is a common symptom) in January I started cutting again and in February I went to a mental health clinic and was diagnosed with depression. In like March my eating habits got worse and restricting wasn't enough anymore, I started exercising late at night in my bedroom. My dad got me and found my calorie journal after a week and decided that taking me out to breakfast the next day and making me eat a healthy meal would cure me.
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